Deciding whether to kill myself soon

[MiMif]

I've been telling myself I'll lock in and change forever for years and years and that's why I've been holding onto life. But I never do actually change. So I've decided an ultimatum. If I don't finally stop being a loser and change by sep 13 the day I made this account I'm gonna decide on a date....and will pull through with it unlike all my other attempts....I'm sick of this. I'm sick of being a loser parasite.

Already planning my last day feast

 

[somebodyfromeast]

One week to change all life...
Don't be too demanding on yourself. Some changes can't be done in a day, a week, or a month. Don't set yourself impossible goals. Do what you can. Step by step.
I'd bet that in a week, you'll be a less of "loser" than you are today :) Trust me, that's not a small achievement!
I wish you the best of luck. Don't miss out on your opportunities, and don't be afraid to put in the effort. I will believe in you, and I hope that everything will work out!

 

[Pale_Rider]

News flash. Changing isn't the easiest thing to do in the world.

 

[shiba]

It sounds like you want to change, that's a pretty good reason to live. You don't just change your life in a week. It's about doing little things each day, and constantly trying to get better while facing setbacks.

 

[MiMif]

One week to change all life...
Don't be too demanding on yourself. Some changes can't be done in a day, a week, or a month. Don't set yourself impossible goals. Do what you can. Step by step.
I'd bet that in a week, you'll be a less of "loser" than you are today :) Trust me, that's not a small achievement!
I wish you the best of luck. Don't miss out on your opportunities, and don't be afraid to put in the effort. I will believe in you, and I hope that everything will work out!

Nah I've been attempting to lock in for the past like two months now and I keep being a fucking loser and not going all the way.

It sounds like you want to change, that's a pretty good reason to live. You don't just change your life in a week. It's about doing little things each day, and constantly trying to get better while facing setbacks.

Yeah but I never do the little things every day and always fall away I've been trying for years and honestly I'm just tired of living I'm questioning whether my dreams are even worth it and I already know even if I achieve them I'll still be miserable but I'll be less of a loser