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butterfly🦋

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May 11, 2022
194
I'm undecided on the best place to cbt. I wouldn't want to do it at home because I'd be found much to quickly. If I'm at a hotel I'd hate to be found before the deed is done. Maybe get a hotel for 3 days and leave the do not disturb sign on. I'd hate to taint a hotel room or home.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I can imagine that it must be stressful being in that situation. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb personally. I wish that we lived in a world where suicide is not so stigmatised and our right to die is respected and we could just pass away peacefully without having to worry about being found too soon. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope that you find what you are looking for.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

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Dec 20, 2020
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As I post here about every week:

You're very unlikely to be bothered in the hotel. Best idea would be to take the SN or N right after a check in at the normal hotel check in time of 2:00

that will give you like 22 hours until the cleaners show up depending on that hotel and it's cleaning policies but most hotels will clean around noon maybe before
 
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butterfly🦋

Student
May 11, 2022
194
I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I can imagine that it must be stressful being in that situation. The fear of failure is the main thing that holds me back from ctb personally. I wish that we lived in a world where suicide is not so stigmatised and our right to die is respected and we could just pass away peacefully without having to worry about being found too soon. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, I hope that you find what you are looking for.
Thank you. I've made a mess of my life and I don't see any other way. I'm also afraid of failing the reason I think I haven't tried already. That and the fear of something going wrong before it ends. If I knew it would be peaceful I would feel much better about it, but there are risks either way I decide to do it. I wish there was another way to fix things.
As I post here about every week:

You're very unlikely to be bothered in the hotel. Best idea would be to take the SN or N right after a check in at the normal hotel check in time of 2:00

that will give you like 22 hours until the cleaners show up depending on that hotel and it's cleaning policies but most hotels will clean around noon maybe before
Good idea. Hopefully 22 hours will be enough time. Thank you. There's also this creek near where I live that's on the side of a park. I was thinking I could walk down near it and do it there but afraid some odd person may find me and call for help.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
Thank you. I've made a mess of my life and I don't see any other way. I'm also afraid of failing the reason I think I haven't tried already. That and the fear of something going wrong before it ends. If I knew it would be peaceful I would feel much better about it, but there are risks either way I decide to do it. I wish there was another way to fix things.

Good idea. Hopefully 22 hours will be enough time. Thank you. There's also this creek near where I live that's on the side of a park. I was thinking I could walk down near it and do it there but afraid some odd person may find me and call for help.

Personally if I CTB in a hotel I will book at least one additional day. Any more than that is a waste of money IMO
 
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NobodyKnowsMe

Just biding my time
Dec 21, 2021
582
Many hotels are still not back to normal daily maid service. Find a hotel that is still only doing maid service by request and then tell them at checkin that you don't need the maid service the next day. That will give you until whatever the checkout time is after the 2nd night there.

By the same token, if you assume a checkin time of 4:00 pm and a checkout time of 10:00 am (which is about the earliest I've ever seen), that gives you 18 hours even if you only book one night. If you do everything right, that is enough time.
 
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butterfly🦋

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Many hotels are still not back to normal daily maid service. Find a hotel that is still only doing maid service by request and then tell them at checkin that you don't need the maid service the next day. That will give you until whatever the checkout time is after the 2nd night there.

By the same token, if you assume a checkin time of 4:00 pm and a checkout time of 10:00 am (which is about the earliest I've ever seen), that gives you 18 hours even if you only book one night. If you do everything right, that is enough time.
Your right I forgot about that. The last hotel I stayed at didn't even have maid service available until after checkout.
 

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