(Decided otherwise, I apologise, and hope people understand) I'm doing it in a few hours guys a suggestion for a quick non-gross method please!

[Hursitsahu]

Please do not read or consider the following text, I want to keep this as archive so have decided not to delete it.

I'm sure that it's my time I've been in agony for way too long guys, please don't try to tell me otherwise you don't know my life and also I have very sound judgement and able to make decisions and this decision will end my abuse and pain that I am experiencing. Moving on...

Please suggest me a quick method (less pain and guts, obviously) I can do it in my room with a noose, I can try to do it the way Robin Williams did (something that doesn't require hanging but can be done with a doorknob or something?) I don't have charcoal at the moment so I'm not sure about CM poisoning, I am aware of the concept of blocking the carotid artery and know the spots on my neck (although the left artery takes a little more focus and time to get right/block) I can whip up some contraption that can keep my artries blocked. Any other suggestions guys? Please reply if you have one in mind. And please don't reply if you have an opinion on MY life that I have lived and know about. Thanks

 

[Iwantoutrightnow]

We can't tell you how to ctb, take a look at the resources. Take your time, not because I am commenting on your life but rushing into a method can make things worse.

 

[Kumachan]

You have to do the research yourself properly. Come up with the method. Plan carefully. Everything is available here.

 

[Meowkin]

I know the feeling of wanting to go ahead regardless of method because time is running out. If it's anything similar to what you're going through right now, I wish you good luck.

 

[autumnal]

You seem very pre-emptively defensive about it, but nobody is questioning your reasons for suicide from what I can tell. I certainly am not.

There is however a massive problem with your approach. Giving yourself only a couple of hours to choose and plan a method (or have other members do this for you) is a total recipe for failure. The choice of method for a successful suicide attempt takes a lot of thought and planning, neither of which are being shown in your hasty deadline and lack of research. If you visit the resource compilation, you will be able to take the time to properly research methods and read about their relative pros and cons. You may then decide to post further more specific questions about particular methods.

 

[Hursitsahu]

You seem very pre-emptively defensive about it, but nobody is questioning your reasons for suicide from what I can tell. I certainly am not.

There is however a massive problem with your approach. Giving yourself only a couple of hours to choose and plan a method (or have other members do this for you) is a total recipe for failure. The choice of method for a successful suicide attempt takes a lot of thought and planning, neither of which are being shown in your hasty deadline and lack of research. If you visit the resource compilation, you will be able to take the time to properly research methods and read about their relative pros and cons. You may then decide to post further more specific questions about particular methods.

I'm defensive because I've Gaslighted my whole life (made to question my perception) and have literally no self belief so I've literally had to be defensive about the littlest things and (not blaming you) but anyone questioning my judgement literally will make me beleive them doesn't matter how wrong/right/optimistic/negative they are.

The is exactly what I didn't want to do because now I'm done... Now my suicide will be a selfish act that I did because I wanted to hurt my parents and had nothing else to do. So you know it's a loophole now this - the fact that I'm counting getting rid of my fuckfest of a life as a selfish and a awful son/person move - makes me want to end this.

 

[nerve]

An under-planned or impulsive attempt is likely to be very painful or unsuccessful. This kind of hanging isn't what youre talking about, but it's always weird watching videos of people doing it and sometimes they're just hang there like, well, a dead body and other times they're flailing and gurgling and clawing at the rope above them for 5+ minutes because they missed some stupid little important detail.

If you've suffered enough to be here making this post, I feel like you deserve a bearable death and if you can endure at least a few more days to research and practice, it'll make that a lot more realistic. Hanging isn't my method so I don't want to talk out of my ass, but there's plenty of resources and discussion here on that.

 

[GoodPersonEffed]

I'm defensive because I've Gaslighted my whole life (made to question my perception) and have literally no self belief so I've literally had to be defensive about the littlest things and (not blaming you) but anyone questioning my judgement literally will make me beleive them doesn't matter how wrong/right/optimistic/negative they are.

The is exactly what I didn't want to do because now I'm done... Now my suicide will be a selfish act that I did because I wanted to hurt my parents and had nothing else to do. So you know it's a loophole now this - the fact that I'm counting getting rid of my fuckfest of a life as a selfish and a awful son/person move - makes me want to end this.

That fucking sucks. You have my empathy and compassion.

As long as you're fighting with those issues, planning your ctb by participating in a forum, which means having dialogue, is a minefield.

Unfortunately, it's site rules that one can't ask for and be handed methods because self-determination is encouraged, and I know that's a challenge for you given what you've shared. Fortunately, however, there is a resources compilation with a wealth of information for a variety of methods, and researching it doesn't require direct engagement that will throw you off track in what you choose and seek to achieve.

 

[Hursitsahu]

That fucking sucks. You have my empathy and compassion.

As long as you're fighting with those issues, planning your ctb by participating in a forum, which means having dialogue, is a minefield.

Unfortunately, it's site rules that one can't ask for and be handed methods because self-determination is encouraged, and I know that's a challenge for you given what you've shared. Fortunately, however, there is a resources compilation with a wealth of information for a variety of methods, and researching it doesn't require direct engagement that will throw you off track in what you choose and seek to achieve.

Thank you so much

 

[Jean Améry]

You shouldn't rush this: an impulsive attempt will very likely fail and you might end up with permanent injuries. Try to relax, distract yourself first (I know what despair feels like and it usually clouds one's judgement) and then think about this carefully. Both about the decision itself and the way to execute it. Feel free to post about it here if you need or want some feedback.

I don't have an opinion on your motive(s) as it's not my business and I cannot possibly know what you're going through. I'm not in favour of people killing themselves (death is always a sad event especially when people cause it themselves because of great suffering) but as far as I'm concerned it's their right to do so.

 

[jgm63]

If you want to spend some time researching then some of the links below might be useful....

Please consider carefully what you wish to do and do not make impulsive decisions.


https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/hanging-comfortably.28034/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself-improved-information.24972/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/farewell-and-thank-you.27028/
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...on-hanging-tips-tricks-from-experience.32876/

 

[fantasy_function]

if ur not ready, ur not ready. happy 2 hear that u could recognize it wasn't ur time n took a step back

 

[suicideintended]

Best wishes and pure peace with whatever you choose to do. I'm very new here but what I've learned from reading around the forums so far, research and plan well. If you are able to. Again best wishes and pure peace from me to you. ❤

 

[autumnal]

Very glad to hear you have reconsidered on the hastiness aspect

 

[Ninaea]

I'd argue on the contrary to many opinions here. We are biased because we have researched and planned for days/months/years; but yet there are many who make the decision in a moments notice. Suicide does not necessitate a complex plan, we are fragile beings, (it may not seem like it, trust me, I've seen the gore sites), but when it comes down to it, we are easily outed. If your time is now, then so be it. Best of luck to you.

 

[cyanlove]

It's okay, no need to apologize for not going through with it