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[On the edge]

I'm new here, so forgive me if this post is redundant. I've attempted Suicide multiple times in the past, and honestly they were half ass tries. Over the past few days I've practiced partial suspended hanging, and I've managed to hit the "sweet spot" only twice. The second time I did it I was only a few seconds away from passing out, but got scared and backed out.

I think what I need to do is get buzzed so that my survival instinct isn't so strong. Does anyone know if that would be effective enough? Everything else has been figured out as far as the method goes, so it's not dependent on my ability to fight the instinct.
Thanks to whoever responds.

 

[fisil]

Booze and keep crying when your head is inside the rope until you fall asleep

 

[Imgonnahangmyself]

Where you hanging yourself? Like what on?

 

[Extremly kind <3]

I'm new here, so forgive me if this post is redundant. I've attempted Suicide multiple times in the past, and honestly they were half ass tries. Over the past few days I've practiced partial suspended hanging, and I've managed to hit the "sweet spot" only twice. The second time I did it I was only a few seconds away from passing out, but got scared and backed out.

I think what I need to do is get buzzed so that my survival instinct isn't so strong. Does anyone know if that would be effective enough? Everything else has been figured out as far as the method goes, so it's not dependent on my ability to fight the instinct.
Thanks to whoever responds.

Likewise I backed of when I was about to blackout !

 

[whyidon'tknow]

Over the past few days I've practiced partial suspended hanging, and I've managed to hit the "sweet spot" only twice. The second time I did it I was only a few seconds away from passing out, but got scared and backed out.

How did you have the rope postioned?

 

[LogicalConclusion]

Welcome! And I'm sorry you're here.
I have made a lot of failed, stupid attempts that were reactionary to agonizing pain. Then the fear would make me call, or I'd be found, or whatever...so I hear you. Personally what I'm doing (using night night method, but did consider partial) is smoking a bunch of weed, getting my setup ready to go, sending out the delayed e-mails/message, then take some of the meds I'm saving up to relax and probably have a small drink with it (wine might be nice). Then when I'm ready, ratchet and night-night :) Pretty sure that should be sufficient for me, but everyone is different so I don't want to blatantly give advice, just my idea of things :)

 

[On the edge]

Where you hanging yourself? Like what on?

I found that my belt works fine, and I just close the door onto the loose end to secure it in place (just above the hinge of the door.)
Is that what you meant?

How did you have the rope postioned?

I used my leather belt, and wedged the end of it into where the door closes (by the hinge)

Welcome! And I'm sorry you're here.
I have made a lot of failed, stupid attempts that were reactionary to agonizing pain. Then the fear would make me call, or I'd be found, or whatever...so I hear you. Personally what I'm doing (using night night method, but did consider partial) is smoking a bunch of weed, getting my setup ready to go, sending out the delayed e-mails/message, then take some of the meds I'm saving up to relax and probably have a small drink with it (wine might be nice). Then when I'm ready, ratchet and night-night :) Pretty sure that should be sufficient for me, but everyone is different so I don't want to blatantly give advice, just my idea of things :)

I hope things work out for you and you find peace, and thank you for the welcome.

 

[Imgonnahangmyself]

But how does the belt go over the door? None of my belts are long enough

 

[JamieJambo]

I found that my belt works fine, and I just close the door onto the loose end to secure it in place (just above the hinge of the door.)
Is that what you meant?

I used my leather belt, and wedged the end of it into where the door closes (by the hinge)

I hope things work out for you and you find peace, and thank you for the welcome.

Hi Mate,

I have been trying something similar and have been trying to figure out how to do it myself

I have also been using a belt.

So do you lean forward or do you drop your knees, or what do you do to put pressure on? I haven't yet figured it out!?

I would really appreciate the help. Its sounds like youve gotten further than I have with it

 

[FuneralCry]

This is a 2019 thread and the op has not been seen on this website for years. I hope they found relief from their suffering in whatever they decided to do.