decided on a date

[mashka9]

I've finally set my mind on a date i'll ctb.

I have a few performances (i'm an athlete) this week, and then a team night next week. I want to attend that and have fun with my team for the last time before i go!

I've decided to ctb on dec 17th, so in about 1.5 weeks from now. I'll go by partial hanging, and learning from past mistakes, i'll practice the position of the rope beforehand to avoid another failed attempt.

My main "problem" or obstacle is the fact that i have an appointment with my psych nurse in a week, and i'm kinda scared i'll accidentally tell him about my plan. i got put in a psych ward less than a month ago for a failed attempt, so if they hear anything about me planning something again, i'll be forced inpatient..

anyways, i'll just hope i can't go through with the plan successfully! i don't really have much to do here, so i'm sure 1.5 weeks is plenty. especially as i was supposed to go a month ago already.

any tips are appreciated!

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I hope that you find the peace you search for.

 

[pitchodile]

I don't know if your "I hope I can't go through with it successfully" was a typo but if you're unsure it's always best to wait. Depending on ur method, especially with hanging, there is no time limit on going through with it.
but if your sure that's what you want then Goodluck! And I hope everything goes well

 

[mashka9]

I don't know if your "I hope I can't go through with it successfully" was a typo but if you're unsure it's always best to wait. Depending on ur method, especially with hanging, there is no time limit on going through with it.
but if your sure that's what you want then Goodluck! And I hope everything goes well

ahh yes it was a typo!!! it was supposed to be "i hope i CAN go through with it" HAHAH but thank you!

 

[hellispink]

Hopefully everything turns out the way you need it to turn out. Best wishes and best luck. I also wanna leave by the end of the month (probably a week or two after you) if i am courageous enough, hopefully I do too.

 

[mashka9]

Hopefully everything turns out the way you need it to turn out. Best wishes and best luck. I also wanna leave by the end of the month (probably a week or two after you) if i am courageous enough, hopefully I do too.

thank you and good luck as well! maybe we'll meet on the other side!

 

[melancholia_melodia]

I hope u reach ur goal and escape ur pain. I wish u peace in the afterlife, stranger...