Death will always be there

[right:sun]

Death is a comforting destination. The end, the conclusion, the resolution.
I will be relieved from my body, mind, soul, place on earth.

Death has been my companion from the day I was born. It is always there, ready to embrace me. Death will not discriminate. It will remove me. Expire this life. I am looking forward to it. Death is my companion, every day.

The day of my passing will be a beautiful day. I don't think I ever belonged here.

 

[FuneralCry]

Non existence is all that I look forward to as well. Living really is so painful, and it feels so pointless, me being here. I also do not see myself as being meant for this world, in my case I never should have existed in the first place. To me, death is true peace and I deserve to be free from this horrible life.

 

[jimmy7754]

Like a breathe of fresh air this post!

 

[hauntedglass]

It's weird how the inevitability of death can be comforting at times, knowing that regardless of whatever happens in your life, death will be there at the end. Sometimes it feels scary, too, though, probably just because nobody really knows what comes after. I feel the same about not belonging here, when I've been at my most depressed I always had this weird desperate feeling of needing to go "home" that nowhere ever satisfied.

 

[right:sun]

It's weird how the inevitability of death can be comforting at times, knowing that regardless of whatever happens in your life, death will be there at the end. Sometimes it feels scary, too, though, probably just because nobody really knows what comes after. I feel the same about not belonging here, when I've been at my most depressed I always had this weird desperate feeling of needing to go "home" that nowhere ever satisfied.

Yes. Home. I wish I could arrive there. There is a song called "Homesick", where they sing:
Homesick
Cause I no longer know
Where home is

Forever I have been dreaming of home, it feels like. In my more.. reality-unstable moments, I have been picturing it clearly. I keep that image close to my heart.