I guess that it's impossible for others to really understand what we go through as after all, they cannot see life from our point of view and experience life in the same way as us. But yes, in this world so many people don't respect the option of suicide and judge and invalidate those who wish to ctb. Those types of people believe in delusions and are in denial of the cruel reality of this existence.
But after all suicide could never be wrong. At least to me it would make sense to die at a time of my own choosing rather than die at a time out of my control. As humans we are all destined for death anyway and there is no denying this fact.
I wish you the best.