Venting death is very real

[iamheresoareyou]

throughout my relatively short life i saw my loved ones go
it just makes me realize how real death is and that you can make it happen at any moment, that's it's always there, watching over you whilst taking the form of your shadow
i learned what 'suicide' meant after seeing my family bury my brother
i saw my grandma, who was my mother figure pass away
i saw my beloved dog breathe his last breaths
there's an urge to join them all
i keep having dreams with my dog and my grandma waiting for me at home
it really makes me want to go and meet them on the other side
i am slowly reaching my brother's age when he passed away

 

[GasMonkey]

What method did your brother use?

 

[iamheresoareyou]

What method did your brother use?

he stole my pocket money (i was around 11) and imported some poison substance from a different country
a horrible death
i still remember my parents talking about his veiny, red body and blood oozing from every hole in his body

 

[FuneralCry]

The truth is that after all, death is simply the most normal and expected thing ever and there is certainly no escaping it. Losing people is the inevitable consequence of bringing life into this world in the first place, and all that life is, is just a temporary and insignificant experience that is just a distraction from the fact that we will have to die someday. Death certainly is very real and this is the reality.
I very much envy those who have already died and I actually find lots of comfort in the thought of no longer existing, as to die solves all problems and removes us from the torture that is existing. There is something freeing about the thought of being permanently gone from this world, to not exist is what I've always wished for.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Yeah, death is very real. Better be damn sure that's what you really want before you go chasing after it.

 

[Infinitespace_]

I'm pretty sure none of them are waiting for you they have all moved into new forms and started on their new journey