Venting Death is the only thing that's comforting in life

[willyoucrywhenIdie]

Fuck being saved man. Fuck positivity of all kinds. Death is my only positivity. There's nothing more comforting than knowing that this bullshit has an end to it. Maybe not immediate - HAHA unless I say so, but one that'll come anyway. Wipe you and me out of this misery. I won't have to wake up anymore. FUCKING EVER AGAIN. EVER. just think about that fucking fact for a second. OH MY GOD. Gives me oxytocin to realize that. That's fucking amazing. Yes I romanticize death. It's better than romanticizing someone that won't stick till the end. No love lasts forever, apart from the love that death has for you. At least it sticks forever, for good. To me that's enough. No fancy gifts, no fancy words, no promises, just a single show up. Once. One Touch. Enough to take me out for good. I never had so much faith in anything else and the fact that I can say fuck all and fuck having faith in anything. Cuz I don't need faith to know it will come. And this won't be no more. No more pain. No more disappointment. No more misery. No more poverty. No more abandonment. No more discomfort..just no more. I welcome you and to take my life away. Maybe today. But maybe some time later. I don't have the courage but you're coming anyways.

 

[Moroze]

I fully agree. Positivity is toxic. Everyone will get bored of us eventually. We're like temporary tooth fillings. We'll get thrown out the moment we are not useful and don't provide value anymore. It's truly comforting knowing that one day all of this pain will end, forever. No more begging to be loved, to be accepted, to be seen as worthy. I heard a quote that sounded like something alone those lines: "Death doesn't discriminate; it takes us all". One thing that doesn't discriminate is death.

 

[moonlightbeach]

yeah, i gave up trying a long time ago. there's so much peace in death. just know that you should always include a 1% survival rate no matter what because that's what happened to me and it sucks.