Death in a week...

[AloneOrAbused]

I wanted to do this in a week. I think that will give me enough time to write my daughter a long letter and to take her somewhere she'll be as happy as possible. I'll be out of money soon.

Is there a way to get N in that amount of time? I already posted about this, but I'm going to expand... I'm currently in SoCal, so I could meet someone and pay for it potentially.

If no one knows of options for that, any suggestions of relatively easy ways to go? I was going to jump, but I don't think I can. I toyed with the idea for almost a year, and it's gotten me really freaked out.

Oh, how I wish I could walk into a hospital and have them end my suffering. Why do we have to suffer so badly we want to die, and then suffer in death on top of it? So frustrating.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

Hanging is probably the best way to go, apart from certain drugs.

http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/hanging/short-drop/simple-suspension

http://files.shroomery.org/attachme...o Stone [ebook][OCR][alt.suicide.holiday].pdf

Some great resources

I hope that you make it, man.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

I totally read this wrong at first and thought you said "hanging in is the probably the best way to go." Damn, I think jumping would be easier than hanging... it comes with a bit of a leap, too. Thanks for the resources though.

kek Hanging IN is the worst thing to do, aside from botching the attempt. "Bit of a leap" like off of a chair? Nah, you can do partial suspension. All it requires is to bend your knees for a few seconds.

 

[Azure]

I wanted to do this in a week. I think that will give me enough time to write my daughter a long letter and to take her somewhere she'll be as happy as possible. I'll be out of money soon.

Is there a way to get N in that amount of time? I already posted about this, but I'm going to expand... I'm currently in SoCal, so I could meet someone and pay for it potentially.

If no one knows of options for that, any suggestions of relatively easy ways to go? I was going to jump, but I don't think I can. I toyed with the idea for almost a year, and it's gotten me really freaked out.

Oh, how I wish I could walk into a hospital and have them end my suffering. Why do we have to suffer so badly we want to die, and then suffer in death on top of it? So frustrating.

Just read your other post. I dont know who told you you can get N off the streets, but he's a dumbass.
As for a quick method, you're prob out if luck if you arent doing the "physical" ones like hanging or jumping. If you got 3 or 3 weeks to spare, you can research the salts from the PPH (Please give the resource thread a big look) or even N.

 

[Definitelyworried]

I wanted to do this in a week. I think that will give me enough time to write my daughter a long letter and to take her somewhere she'll be as happy as possible. I'll be out of money soon.

Is there a way to get N in that amount of time? I already posted about this, but I'm going to expand... I'm currently in SoCal, so I could meet someone and pay for it potentially.

If no one knows of options for that, any suggestions of relatively easy ways to go? I was going to jump, but I don't think I can. I toyed with the idea for almost a year, and it's gotten me really freaked out.

Oh, how I wish I could walk into a hospital and have them end my suffering. Why do we have to suffer so badly we want to die, and then suffer in death on top of it? So frustrating.

I'm thinking of ending it this week maybe even tonight. I'm in soCal too.
I'm thinking of hanging.

 

[AntiLifeEric]

I'm thinking of ending it this week maybe even tonight. I'm in soCal too.
I'm thinking of hanging.

Good luck, man!

 

[azeton]

[QUOTE = "AloneOrAbused, post: 9891, участник: 889"] Я хотел сделать это через неделю. Я думаю, что это даст мне достаточно времени, чтобы написать моей дочери длинное письмо и взять ее где-нибудь, она будет как можно более счастлива. Скоро у меня будет деньги.

Есть ли способ получить N за такое количество времени? Я уже писал об этом, но я собираюсь расширить ... Я сейчас в SoCal, поэтому я мог встретиться с кем-то и заплатить за это.

Если никто не знает о вариантах для этого, любые предложения относительно простых способов пойти? Я собирался прыгнуть, но я не думаю, что смогу. Я играла с этой идеей почти год, и она меня очень волновала.

О, как бы я хотел, чтобы я мог пойти в больницу и заставить их прекратить мои страдания. Почему мы должны так страдать, что хотим умереть, а потом страдать от смерти? Настолько расстраиваю. [/ QUOTE]
Азот, аргон

 

[azeton]

Nitrogen, argon