Discussion death by train videos

[deadverysoon]

hi - i know it sounds weird but i want to know what to expect when i am hit by a train.

and because of that i wanted to watch a video how people ctb via train.

want to avoid to jump in a stupid way and survive or suffer too long.

i think i cannot lie on the rails and wait for the train - SI is too strong for that.

but i know there will be this short impulsive moment to jump when a train is near. just have to imagine enough of the memories from the last two years and im ready for this one second.

but i want to be prepared to not survive that shit without my legs or arms.

i also have maybe another option with sn but i want to be prepared to ctb if all things will move on as expected - and better have more than one plan.

so if maybe someone has a resource for videos with ctb with a train i would be thankful for.

 

[Werewolf.]

Don't do a suicide by train. Your survival instinct will kick in the last moment and you will try to position yourself differently. There are less violent methods out there and I don't want encourage you to do it but I'm just saying you should really not go for this one, trust me..

 

[3691215]

I can't make this choice for you but train seems a really bad idea why joy sn as first choice?

 

[deadverysoon]

Don't do a suicide by train. Your survival instinct will kick in the last moment and you will try to position yourself differently. There are less violent methods out there and I don't want encourage you to do it but I'm just saying you should really not go for this one, trust me..

thats why i want to look what i should do to prevent that. i also prefer an other method. but i need other plans to be prepared.

maybe jumping also would work out then. but its the same.

i thought about how to overcome SI and though start running to the ground maybe would overcome this shitty "oh im afraid that it hurts" - moment

I can't make this choice for you but train seems a really bad idea why joy sn as first choice?

sn is my first choice - but not in my hands at this moment. so i look for other plans because my time is running out.

 

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

thats why i want to look what i should do to prevent that. i also prefer an other method. but i need other plans to be prepared.

maybe jumping also would work out then. but its the same.

i thought about how to overcome SI and though start running to the ground maybe would overcome this shitty "oh im afraid that it hurts" - moment

sn is my first choice - but not in my hands at this moment. so i look for other plans because my time is running out.

Can't you just hang yourself? Wbo partial hanging or full suspension?

 

[deadverysoon]

Can't you just hang yourself? Wbo partial hanging or full suspension?

no - dont know why but i would prefer train.

but at first a chemical method. the problem is the availability.

but i also thought about a combination with exit bag and hanging.

but i will have a look at this.

 

[deadverysoon]

does really no one has a resource for that?

 

[Mr2005]

does really no one has a resource for that?

I'm pleasantly surprised they don't

 

[deadverysoon]

I'm pleasantly surprised they don't

im surprised, too... but not pleasantly...

 

[Mr2005]

im surprised, too... but not pleasantly...

What sort of people do you want to be associating with? Those that watch people dying by train but have no intention of doing it themselves? No thanks, lifes depressing enough as it is

 

[deadverysoon]

maybe youre right - i just want to know how fast i could be dead. feel a little bit ashamed right now...

 

[Gl1tch3d G1rl]

maybe youre right - i just want to know how fast i could be dead. feel a little bit ashamed right now...

Just visit a gore site on Tor browser, should be possible to find ctb by train videos there. Just be aware that the stuff in those sites are very graphic. You're welcome.