FruityFairy
Member
- Oct 7, 2023
- 8
It's been a few months now that I have intrusive thoughts and urges to jam a fork into an electric socket. At first the idea of the pain kept me from trying this method but I since have failed attempts using more reliable methods and I feel so pathetic about it. I need a way to end my life where I don't have the option to give up and stop half way through. I'm also terrified of failing and winding up physically disabled as a result. I feel so hopeless about the future and I hate to be stuck on this earth. There are no humain ways to die easily accessible to anyone and that's so fucking cruel. I think if I were to go through with electrocuting myself I could bear the pain but I would need to be sure I will finally succeed. Any piece of advice is welcome.