Discussion Death By Apathy? - Not By Choice Though

[PaxAmerica]

I think my health is getting bad now. I eat just once a day at 8pm then go to bed ruminating and surfing suicide on laptop until I fall asleep at about 4am. Then wake at 4pm to ruminate again until I eat at 8pm. Struggling to stay clean. Don't like noise so windows and doors shut and curtains drawn. Cant watch TV or listen to music. I only surf the net and mainly about suicide. My weight has plummeted and muscles wasting quickly. Wondering if this is the end. Death by apathy. Can you die just from this routine? Not my planned method of CTB.

 

[Makko]

It's not a method. You can live exactly like that for 40 more years.

 

[brutalus]

hello friend, i also hate noise, and used to like tv until, after watching so much, i realised its all the same shit all the time.

if you manage to die like that, without pain, i say kudos. but hunger does hurt no?

do you suffer your apathy or are you comfortable with it?

have you tried drugs?

 

[Symbiote]

YMMV, but you can try VSED (Voluntary Stoppage of Eating and Drinking). It's quicker if you're already ill, takes awhile if you're healthy.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I live almost exact same way as you but the only difference is that i work part time for 4 hours. I dont see how that can kill you. Most likely you will be able to live like that for your total possible human life span. I say that with regrets

 

[PaxAmerica]

I live almost exact same way as you but the only difference is that i work part time for 4 hours. I dont see how that can kill you. Most likely you will be able to live like that for your total possible human life span. I say that with regrets

I am not doing this as a method to CTB. This is just how i have spiralled in the last 4 weeks. Its getting worse. I tried partial but I dont have it in me. I just wonder if I might die through weakness and neglect.

It's not a method. You can live exactly like that for 40 more years.

I hope not. Just a month has been gruelling.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not think so honestly. People can survive for decades with bad health. Maybe if you lived like that for a long amount of time it could shorten your overall lifespan but I am not sure.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I am not doing this as a method to CTB. This is just how i have spiralled in the last 4 weeks. Its getting worse. I tried partial but I dont have it in me. I just wonder if I might die through weakness and neglect.

I hope not. Just a month has been gruelling.

No you wont die from weakness and neglect

 

[PaxAmerica]

No you wont die from weakness and neglect

Giving up on life can lead to actual death in less than a month

"It isn't suicide, it isn't linked to depression, but the act of giving up on life and dying usually within days, is a very real condition often linked to severe trauma."

qz.com

Think you can

 

[Snake of Eden]

Giving up on life can lead to actual death in less than a month

"It isn't suicide, it isn't linked to depression, but the act of giving up on life and dying usually within days, is a very real condition often linked to severe trauma."

qz.com

Think you can

Yah good luck with that

 

[Jumping_realms]

Someone could go out like that, if they were dead set on it, but comfy it would not be.

 

[motel rooms]

It's not a method. You can live exactly like that for 40 more years.

Only if they live in a country with decent welfare. I don't think there are many of those

 

[Makko]

Giving up on life can lead to actual death in less than a month

"It isn't suicide, it isn't linked to depression, but the act of giving up on life and dying usually within days, is a very real condition often linked to severe trauma."

qz.com

Think you can

Like the article says, it's not something you decide to do. It's something that happens by itself when you reach a particular state of despair, which is going to take something special.

Only if they live in a country with decent welfare. I don't think there are many of those

Only the privileged have access to the welfare method

 

[Anonymous 4]

I think my health is getting bad now. I eat just once a day at 8pm then go to bed ruminating and surfing suicide on laptop until I fall asleep at about 4am. Then wake at 4pm to ruminate again until I eat at 8pm. Struggling to stay clean. Don't like noise so windows and doors shut and curtains drawn. Cant watch TV or listen to music. I only surf the net and mainly about suicide. My weight has plummeted and muscles wasting quickly. Wondering if this is the end. Death by apathy. Can you die just from this routine? Not my planned method of CTB.

Your life is not that different to mine, very similar, you can't die from that, SI is difficult, if you can try to get N if there's no hope you will get better, I got some, just sorting out a time window to use.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Giving up on life can lead to actual death in less than a month

"It isn't suicide, it isn't linked to depression, but the act of giving up on life and dying usually within days, is a very real condition often linked to severe trauma."

qz.com

Think you can

I've had 1 and 2 for six years, how can I advance to 3, 4 and 5?

 

[Sslsh]

Its just too difficult. You can keep going like that into old age.