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pauly369

pauly369

Dying Inside.
Mar 16, 2025
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Ive been clinically depressed since I was 8 years old. Mainly due to abuse and the fact that mental illness runs in my fucked - up family.
I rarely leave the house and even when I do go out I avoid people as much as possible.
Today I had to go out to the Doctors for a medication review , and on my way there I bumped into some nosey bitch neighbour who asked me if I was ok because she hadnt seen me for a while.
I told her that I suffer from depression and dont go out much.
She gave me a wierd look and said " Oh but you look ok to me " in a really condescending tone.
Fucking bitch doesnt realise that people with depression are dead on the inside , yet alive on the outside.
Thats it, thats how I feel : like a dead man walking.
Fuck people. No wonder I stay away from them.
 
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baberty

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I feel that deeply too, man.
 
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