Story Day 1,7:47 PM-My story and plan

[xeno112007]

Hello, I am always a smart kid from birth until I started to grow up I become someone with no self control and consistency. I cant stick to a method or goal for long time, its because of my overthinking which I have for a long time. If I remember correctly I never made a conscious choice to do something productive,It maybe because of my permissive parents. My undisciplined behaviour starting to hurt others like I skipped college for some 6-8 days in first three weeks and I am already a dropped out and joined again because of same reason. I thought and I told them I dont like the course. I have been undisciplined for a long time so by the logic if something happens again and again we can predict that it will happen again. I will remain undisciplined still death so I better die. on Day 3 I will hang myself by bed sheet or night night method which I heard is less painful. thanks.

 

[darksouls]

hello and welcome to sasu
I am very sorry to hear that
however you decide
I wish you the best

 

[xeno112007]

hello and welcome to sasu
I am very sorry to hear that
however you decide
I wish you the best

hello and welcome to sasu
I am very sorry to hear that
however you decide
I wish you the best

thanks

 

[Linda]

Hello, I am always a smart kid from birth until I started to grow up I become someone with no self control and consistency. I cant stick to a method or goal for long time, its because of my overthinking which I have for a long time. If I remember correctly I never made a conscious choice to do something productive,It maybe because of my permissive parents. My undisciplined behaviour starting to hurt others like I skipped college for some 6-8 days in first three weeks and I am already a dropped out and joined again because of same reason. I thought and I told them I dont like the course. I have been undisciplined for a long time so by the logic if something happens again and again we can predict that it will happen again. I will remain undisciplined still death so I better die. on Day 3 I will hang myself by bed sheet or night night method which I heard is less painful. thanks.

One way of developing some focus and discipline is to have a long term goal that you very much want to achieve. Goals like that, especially if they are ambitious, can't be achieved without some effort.

You can't force yourself to create such a goal. It doesn't work like that. But if you keep your mind open to the possibility, there is a chance that some such goal will come to you.

Incidentally, it's quite difficult to hang yourself using bed sheets. Not impossible, but be prepared for failure.

 

[xeno112007]

One way of developing some focus and discipline is to have a long term goal that you very much want to achieve. Goals like that, especially if they are ambitious, can't be achieved without some effort.

You can't force yourself to create such a goal. It doesn't work like that. But if you keep your mind open to the possibility, there is a chance that some such goal will come to you.

Incidentally, it's quite difficult to hang yourself using bed sheets. Not impossible, but be prepared for failure.

thanks for advice but I dont think I will ever become disciplined but thanks. I will research about the hanging thanks again.