unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
no megathread, checked the search no soruce; if you got one/come across one shoot me a pm.
 
Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
There's no thread because it's painful, and not recommended.
 
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timetodie24

Enlightened
Apr 14, 2023
1,053
I was wondering about this too. I know people say it's painful but like I don't care. If it's as quick as people say, then what's 5 mins of pain if the outcome is death ? And worst case even if the pain makes me call for help after a couple minutes, or somehow found that quickly, highly doubt an ambulance would get there in time.

But since it's so toxic it's hard to find reliable sources. I'm guessing darknet is the only way to go but I'm worried about being scammed. Like losing money doesn't bother me if going to ctb anyway. But I'm worried about being sent something that isn't CN and then ending up ill but not dead from that.
 
yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
i know about one russian darknet source, but it's expensive > $1.000, and idk if it's reliable or not
 
denix66

denix66

Tired of living
Sep 9, 2022
50
Hola... Dudo mucho que lo encuentres en el Darnet.... y si lo encuentras, estará fuera de cualquier mercado ... Nunca lo he visto en ninguna...... Buscar dentro del Dep ... se supone que debes encontrar algo...... pero asegúrate de todos modos... que el % de que no es una estafa es alto..... Y si no tienes experiencia o conoces las historias del Abismo...... No lo intentes..... porque la estafa está asegurada .....
 
Hennessy

Hennessy

Specialist
Jan 14, 2019
360
I'm not sure about this, but I once heard or red somewhere that people that work at Photo stores use some chemicals containing cyanide when they are handling or developing old fashioned films.

But not sure.
There's no thread because it's painful, and not recommended.

Says who? And why is it not recommended?

Most deaths will involve some degree of pain. The question is how painful it will be, and you also have to take into consideration how long it will take to die.

I think this is worth finding out. We should at least do some decent research before we decide anything.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
I don't care about the painful, it's quick and that's what matters. I've been trying to find a source because SN is never coming back, and this one is just preferable because its faster.

i know about one russian darknet source, but it's expensive > $1.000, and idk if it's reliable or not
Rather be safe than sorry i want to die not be scammed again.
Keep tabs on this thread. any source let me know
 
Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Sure, there will always be some level of pain, even N would come through a needle. On lostallhope they list methods, and give the pain level out of a hundred, and cyanide gets a 51, lower than I thought it would be, but still high. Just as an aside, CO gets an 18, higher than I would have thought.
This forum is under fire by irrational people who think we're a cult. Promoting a painful method, especially one that comes with the baggage that cyanide carries (nazis and peoples temple) is just giving them more ammo. It's hard to see into the future for most of us, given where we are, and why we're here, but some presevation of this place should be in the backs of our heads at all times, if possible.
 

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