cutting

[nyapoka]

Who else here is a big cutter? I dont even know the reason I cut. i look at other peoples reasonings like feeling pain other than emotional, i just dont relate to those reasonings. The deeper i cut the more proud i feel. it makes me feel good about myself i guess, and when i can cut deep i feel like im doing something to be "proud" of. does anyone else feel this way? Its so addicting. I hate having to hide my arms in the summer, but i can cut the deepest on my arms idk. why is cutting deep what fuels me?

 

[Dmoore3232]

 

[ternox]

I can't stand it when I see someone's cuts. I always think, if you can't stand the pain anymore, then get out of this world, because cutting only brings short-term feelings of happiness or, as in your case, pride.