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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
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I really want to be able to cut myself before or while dying, with fsh I would've happily done it before but since I'm forced to take SN now I have to do it that way.. Would cutting after SN mean the blood drips black/brown/blue?
 
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Estrella87

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Jul 27, 2026
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I believe if you bleed it will still be red, i mean sn doesn't turn your blood to smurf blood, your fingers and lips just get blue.

But it will just add suffering imo :aw: I already don't know if sn is less painful than hanging. I saw some hanging videos and it seems pretty quick, that's why I'll personally chose this over sn. Never really saw sn video so can't tell but I beleive, like any method, it also depends if you do it right.
 
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fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. 💜
Jul 19, 2026
322
I believe if you bleed it will still be red, i mean sn doesn't turn your blood to smurf blood, your fingers and lips just get blue.

But it will just add suffering imo :aw: I already don't know if sn is less painful than hanging. I saw some hanging videos and it seems pretty quick, that's why I'll personally chose this over sn. Never really saw sn video so can't tell but I beleive, like any method, it also depends if you do it right.
I find cutting to be therapeutic and calming so I always wanted to do it before I die, I heard as the blood loses oxygen it turns darker, that's why I ask
 
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Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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As far as I know, when you drink SN, it turns your blood into a brown color because your red blood cells can't absorb oxygen anymore and that is what causes death. I don't know if cutting would make the process quicker or not so I won't suggest it, but I understand the desire to do so. I've had SN before but couldn't get myself to drink it even though I almost did multiple times. I just got scared right at the very edge of doing it and dumped it out. Wish I had better advice for you because my SN is long gone. I told my dad I had it and he found a safe way of disposing of it but some days I wish I still had it.
 
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csites

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Jul 27, 2026
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As far as I know, when you drink SN, it turns your blood into a brown color because your red blood cells can't absorb oxygen anymore and that is what causes death.
I'm not sure whether it'd noticeably turn a different colour before you pass out (which is about.. 20 minutes or so in ive heard?) but theres a good chance itd turn out brown, yeah
 

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