....you peeps say 'messy' like its a bad thing? Really have u looked at the world around u??!
I've lived thru enuff death / suicide 2know its gonna be messy, baby! Blood n bits of bone/ brain n shit n piss n vomit n bruises n tears n sweaty sickness... fuckit, I'm gonna go out with the biggest blood smear possible (not hurting anyone else in my attempt is quite sad /sobering) what with my serial killer tendencies that r back now I'm off lithium.. - but achievable. Could chuck myself into my combine harvester - but then who would look after my livestock??! Responsibility sucks. Maybe my pigs can eat me.. today's lesson kids is that suicidal junky fuckheads r destructive, but happy normal supposedly well adjusted people can be truly sick n evil also (they just hide it better) so yes it's a mess & I'm ranting cos I'm soberly insignificant::cutting is a great method (the best arterial spray is not from a cutthroat razor, but a circular saw, ask nick cave!) That romantic 4eva sleep appeals to my alternative /goth sentimentalities! Ugh. Now to find someone online to play black n decker beheading roulette games with me... i blame the Amsterdam fetish leather scene (all show and no substance! If u got the inclination I got the crime... my mobile is 082766.... nyeh nyeh apologies as always.
Trigger//happy :: guns shooting stars