Story Currently going to CTB

[Beepvonboop]

Hello chat, I'm ready to pop my pills and see where it takes me. I'll update this post w my experience, if I stop w the edits you can assume I'm unconscious. If I don't make another post within like a month, you can consider my attempt successful.

Love u guys
Btw yes I have nothing else in my life except update a suicide forum on how I'm dying
The countdown has begun, about 7g of propranolol has been taken
I'm a bit cold lying on the ground n I'm shaking, I'm pretty sure it's not just the cold anymore though bc it's like, idk, different

 

[Waterr]

Wish you the best i hope you get a quick relief to whatever pains on you. Im happy youve built up that confidence i hope it comes to me too sometime soon.

 

[Beepvonboop]

Been about 10min, no change yet except I'm like uncontrollably shaking. Will see if putting on my jacket will help

 

[CW36]

Be Strong & Be Brave. I Believe in You.
I hope you Succeed and Sleep Sound Forevermore.

 

[Waterr]

Been about 10min, no change yet except I'm like uncontrollably shaking. Will see if putting on my jacket will help

Be brave i wish you all the comfort in the world

 

[Beepvonboop]

The jacket helped w the shaking. I'm feeling nauseous and I'm actually gonna throw hands if I end up throwing up and failing bc of that. Also pretty dizzy, I dunno how much longer I'll be conscious
The world is spiinning

 

[Waterr]

The jacket helped w the shaking. I'm feeling nauseous and I'm actually gonna throw hands if I end up throwing up and failing bc of that. Also pretty dizzy, I dunno how much longer I'll be conscious
The world is spiinning

Try your best to keep it down, also might be best to lay down somewhere, you dont want to hit your head on anything if you pass out, especially if things fail. Sending strength and love
Edit: Maybe not lay down but sit down, you dont want to choke either.

 

[TimetoGo!]

is it just propanolol you are taking? extremely brave and pray you have a safe journey

 

[Tulip<3]

How are you doing?
I'm so sorry you are in this position, whatever happens I wish you nothing but peace

 

[didntmeantohauntyou]

I hope you transition to the other world peacefully my friend

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[アホペンギン]

I wish you the best and I hope you have a smooth transition. :)

 

[day]

I truthfully wish you the best on your journey OP.

I hope you manage to find the peace you were looking for.