- May 24, 2018
or are there those that want to live really ?? I want to live, a condition forces me wanting to die else I really want to live -just a condition thats stopping me enjoying life !!
What he saidNo, not everybody wants to die. Some people were suicidal in the past and are now trying to make a go of life. Others do want to die, but will not do so until sometime in the indefinite future. We get all sorts on this forum. The best thing is, there's no judgment. Be free to be who you are. Live and let die.
Similar to you.or are there those that want to live really ?? I want to live, a condition forces me wanting to die else I really want to live -just a condition thats stopping me enjoying life !!
It's so hard to get passed the suicidal feelings when you know how fucked up everything is on a global scale. Then you deal with terrible things on a more personal level and it sure as hell feels hopeless.Even if things were to improve, the B.S. of human society is too great as well as the cold nature of existence.
It's no small thing. I'm afraid too.i think i do want to die. it's the best solution to all my problems. but something's stopping me from doing that. maybe it's just fear, maybe there's also this idea that if i wait long enough some miracle will happen and all pain will be gone. it's stupid but i can't get rid of it. so every day i think about suicide, stand on the balcony, and do nothing :c it's depressing, i feel like i'm stuck
I fucking love life. I've seen good things, good people.
But It's just not for me, because I know who I am.
There's a balance in this world and I'm in the bad side.
So...I choose to die.