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YourLocalSadGirly

YourLocalSadGirly

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May 6, 2024
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I have the charcoal ready and sitting with me in my car. If I survive I'll probably reply but otherwise I'm somewhere else. I'll probably reply for the next couple minutes before I fall asleep. I can't wait to finally be free from my pain. Thanks for reading and best of luck to you.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,295
Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace! :heart:
 
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YourLocalSadGirly

YourLocalSadGirly

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May 6, 2024
136
Safe travels and good luck! I hope you find peace!
Thank you! My only complaint so far is that it's really hot lol. Good luck to you as well!
 
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45bb146eff4

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Apr 11, 2024
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how can you reply? Isn't it full of smoke??? I want to ctb watching video but my toilet will fill with smoke in three minutes.
 
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lita-lassi

let me spell it out for you: go to hell
Sep 25, 2023
614
whatever happens i hope you find peace 🖤
 
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Traveller12724

Experienced
May 14, 2024
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Find the peace you deserve!!
 
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YourLocalSadGirly

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May 6, 2024
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how can you reply? Isn't it full of smoke??? I want to ctb watching video but my toilet will fill with smoke in three minutes.
vent the smoke until it fully dissipates. took me about an hour. i did lit the charcoal in my garage then put it in my car.
 
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45bb146eff4

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vent the smoke until it fully dissipates. took me about an hour. i did lit the charcoal in my garage then put it in my car.
Thank you! Free yourself from all bondage
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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how can you reply? Isn't it full of smoke??? I want to ctb watching video but my toilet will fill with smoke in three minutes.
It better not be full of smoke. It it is the OP isn't doing it right and needs to stop IMMEDIATELY. Anyone using this method needs to get the charcoals burning first on the OUTSIDE of any enclosure until the coals are burning red/white glowing hot and producing NO SMOKE, or nearly no smoke. Remember CO is COLORLESS and ODORLESS. It's INVISIBLE. Smoke is NOT CO. Smoke is impurities burning off. Once the coals get hot enough, the heat will, basically, incinerate any inpurities and the smoke will stop. When the smoke stops, that's when the coals should be moved into the enclosure, and then some time should be allowed for the invisible CO gas to build up in the enclosure before even getting in to it.

OP: I Hope you've done your homework on this method, as far as what you need to do, how much charcoal, all that kind of stuff. I hope everything goes well for you and I wish you nothing but peace.
 
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iloverachel

Enlightened
Mar 7, 2024
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Farewell my friend
See you on the other side
 
YourLocalSadGirly

YourLocalSadGirly

God’s least favorite
May 6, 2024
136
I fucked up by not taking benzos so SI kicked in. If you attempt this method please use benzos or you'll get a 72hr hold like me. Thanks for all the support I just wish I could have followed through completely :(.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,665
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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YourLocalSadGirly

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May 6, 2024
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It better not be full of smoke. It it is the OP isn't doing it right and needs to stop IMMEDIATELY. Anyone using this method needs to get the charcoals burning first on the OUTSIDE of any enclosure until the coals are burning red/white glowing hot and producing NO SMOKE, or nearly no smoke. Remember CO is COLORLESS and ODORLESS. It's INVISIBLE. Smoke is NOT CO. Smoke is impurities burning off. Once the coals get hot enough, the heat will, basically, incinerate any inpurities and the smoke will stop. When the smoke stops, that's when the coals should be moved into the enclosure, and then some time should be allowed for the invisible CO gas to build up in the enclosure before even getting in to it.

OP: I Hope you've done your homework on this method, as far as what you need to do, how much charcoal, all that kind of stuff. I hope everything goes well for you and I wish you nothing but peace.
I did my research and was seconds away from passing out. Unfortunately SI kicked in and then I panicked and called emergency services. Next time I'm using benzos. But I guess if anyone wants a review it was quite peaceful and I didn't know what was happening at all until SI kicked in. Though I recommend a wet towel to wash your eyes out it does sting a bit.
 
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AmericanMary

Mage
Apr 30, 2024
598
Did you use an ANALYZER ;) to test the ppm of the CO before getting into the car?

Just curious what you got it to, not judging if not.
 

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