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Wishiweredead

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May 13, 2020
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I have had enough of staying here and I don't see any future I plan to ctb by partial hanging in my wardrobe

Wish me luck guys
 
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theguineapigking

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Hey man. First and foremost, I'm very sorry that you've been through so much pain.

You said you don't see any future plan. Have you really exhausted your options? How long have you felt this way? I'm not asking to belittle how you feel, I'm asking because I care. Hopefully this isn't something you've only recently just started experiencing (say, perhaps a month or 2 ago...).

We're all here to talk to you and support you in the meantime. Regardless if you do or don't go through with your plan. If your mind is made up 100%, why not chat with us and allow us to be there for you?

Best wishes in the meantime.
 
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Wishiweredead

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Hey man. First and foremost, I'm very sorry that you've been through so much pain.

You said you don't see any future plan. Have you really exhausted your options? How long have you felt this way? I'm not asking to belittle how you feel, I'm asking because I care. Hopefully this isn't something you've only recently just started experiencing (say, perhaps a month or 2 ago...).

We're all here to talk to you and support you in the meantime. Regardless if you do or don't go through with your plan. If your mind is made up 100%, why not chat with us and allow us to be there for you?

Best wishes in the meantime.
Ive been like this since I've been 11 I am now 20. So it's been a long time. I'd love to chat before I go. My posts tend to go unnoticed since I'm new here but my mind is made up 100 percent
I hate myself. My mind is always negative. I don't seem to have any redeeming qualities. I was not made for this world
 
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Ive been like this since I've been 11 I am now 20. So it's been a long time. I'd love to chat before I go. My posts tend to go unnoticed since I'm new here but my mind is made up 100 percent
I hate myself. My mind is always negative. I don't seem to have any redeeming qualities. I was not made for this world

I understand. I'm 21. I've been suicidal since I was around 8-10. I pulled my hair out and went bald in some areas out of anger and anxiety. I thought about electrocuting myself by sticking a key in the outlet, or perhaps wrapping a cord around my neck. But I decided to promise myself that by 18, I'd end it. Then Christmas of 2016(a few months after turning 18), then by 21. Well, I'm still here with my methods.

What about you? What's brought you to this point(you don't have to share personal details if you don't want to)? How do you know that you don't have redeeming qualities? Remember that it's very VERY easy to be hard on yourself.
 
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Wishiweredead

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My brain is broken and I find it very hard to articulate myself. It's like my brain and mouth don't work together. Plus puberty gave me the ugly stick no matter what I do I will never like the way I look. When I look at my childhood photos it makes me sad. I looked cute but now omg
 
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x-Ace-x

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Best of luck mate :) We're here for you :heart:
 
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