Ctb

[endlessmelancholy]

I'm am astonished with how everything can change in 1 day. I was happy yesterday and now I have decided to prepare for ctb. I thank everyone for their support. The fact that I had 0 relationships will haunt me. Goodbye

 

[karakoltriste]

I'm am astonished with how everything can change in 1 day. I was happy yesterday and now I have decided to prepare for ctb. I thank everyone for their support. The fact that I had 0 relationships will haunt me. Goodbye

im sorry you're suffering

peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the peace from suffering you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[darksouls]

send you love

 

[Dot]

Tbf if ur emotns hve changd s/ mch in 24 hrs thn persnlly thnk = wld b wrth w8tng a fw dys in cse u chnge ur mnd agn

 

[endlessmelancholy]

Tbf if ur emotns hve changd s/ mch in 24 hrs thn persnlly thnk = wld b wrth w8tng a fw dys in cse u chnge ur mnd agn

I feel like doing it before I change my mind

 

[getoutgirl]

I feel like doing it before I change my mind

Hi, that sounds a lot like impulse, which imo is best to avoid.

I also went through bursts of despair then hope then despair then hope in a matter of days. Like literally just waking up like that or mid day. And I know in those bad moments it presents itself as so urgent and clear and inevitable, but then comes the next day and I'm rather glad.
If you were happy yesterday, I'd say there's high chances you shouldn't be killing yourself right now and you can be happy soon too. It's just such a short time span and it sounds to me a lot more like a crisis you are having right now, for which I'm sorry, it's awful, but I'd advise you to try to take a walk, listen to music or distract yourself however you find ways to and may work.
I can only recommend you that, I know those days well.
lots of hugs regardless <3

 

[endlessmelancholy]

Hi, that sounds a lot like impulse, which imo is best to avoid.

I also went through bursts of despair then hope then despair then hope in a matter of days. Like literally just waking up like that or mid day. And I know in those bad moments it presents itself as so urgent and clear and inevitable, but then comes the next day and I'm rather glad.
If you were happy yesterday, I'd say there's high chances you shouldn't be killing yourself right now and you can be happy soon too. It's just such a short time span and it sounds to me a lot more like a crisis you are having right now, for which I'm sorry, it's awful, but I'd advise you to try to take a walk, listen to music or distract yourself however you find ways to and may work.
I can only recommend you that, I know those days well.
lots of hugs regardless <3

I am depressed since 12 years. It seemed to have gotten but I have fallen on the same hole once again

 

[endlessmelancholy]

I'm am astonished with how everything can change in 1 day. I was happy yesterday and now I have decided to prepare for ctb. I thank everyone for their support. The fact that I had 0 relationships will haunt me. Goodbye

It's alright guys. I'm better now. Thanks

 

[Alexandra0]

All the best to you </3

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Hope you are still having a better day? Sending hugs your way.