jazzykaykay
New Member
- May 1, 2026
- 2
Hi everyone, im new to the site and had a question..
Ive been suicidal since I was 11 or 12. The thoughts never went away, no matter how much therapy I get and skills I learn, they dont stop.
Ive kind of given myself a date for when I will CTB- if I turn 23 and my life is somewhat progressing positively, then I will stay until im 25. If 25 comes and I dont see much happening for me, im gonna do it.
I say that because I want to plan how ill CTB in a way that will be successful. Ive been debating using SN, and if someone could give instructions on how to and where to purchase it from I would appreciate that.
And if you guys know any other methods with higher success rates please let me know. The reason why i titled this post with SN is cause thats what Im focusing on, but I would still like to hear other methods.
Thank you
Ive been suicidal since I was 11 or 12. The thoughts never went away, no matter how much therapy I get and skills I learn, they dont stop.
Ive kind of given myself a date for when I will CTB- if I turn 23 and my life is somewhat progressing positively, then I will stay until im 25. If 25 comes and I dont see much happening for me, im gonna do it.
I say that because I want to plan how ill CTB in a way that will be successful. Ive been debating using SN, and if someone could give instructions on how to and where to purchase it from I would appreciate that.
And if you guys know any other methods with higher success rates please let me know. The reason why i titled this post with SN is cause thats what Im focusing on, but I would still like to hear other methods.
Thank you
