Ctb when it is dark

[Rd13]

So I'm going to hang myself off a quiet forest bridge some time soon. I already went to the spot some times to test the knots and rope drop length etc, also considered to ctb immediately. I found that I was much less afraid to ctb when it was dark. Does anyone see the same ?

 

[Darkover]

my concern with doing it outside is that someone could find you and rescue you and maybe you'll have life changing injuries

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel more relaxed and calm when it is dark, so I will likely ctb at nighttime. There is less noise at that time and there is less likely to be any disturbances.

 

[Rd13]

my concern with doing it outside is that someone could find you and rescue you and maybe you'll have life changing injuries

I should be dead in less than a second, if done right, so I don't worry about someone rescueing me. Besides, the place I'm using, in a river forest, only has 2 or 3 times a pedestrian each hour at most. I plan to scout the path too with my bike, before doing it. Wouldnt need more than 5 minutes.