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deathpastdue

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Oct 19, 2024
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I have access to large amounts of this substance. I've been thinking of overdosing on it, i have 1.7G currently. LD-50 seems to be ~2G but if I drink alongside my dose maybe I could get the chances higher, hopefully at least over 50%. I might get a higher dose than 1.7G so I'm not gambling so much with the outcome. I was wondering what you guys thought about this.
 
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Nolongerlive

Member
Feb 28, 2026
47
I search through google, the info that i gathered is that , with dosage > 2g, there will be severe toxicity and symptoms like low blood pressure, Bradycardia , nausea, vomitting . Very rare cases with cardiac arrest.

In some of the info googled, it is mentioned that they can recovered most of the severe toxicity cases if you are discovered and treated .

2 cases of death with dosage 4g and 16g reported.
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
323
How on earth did you get access to it? Here in the USA I think it's almost impossible to get.
 
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chaotic_crow

Member
Apr 8, 2026
54
I used that along with two blood pressure meds, muscle relaxers and psych meds. It didn't work I was high as shit for days. Couldn't comprehend what people were saying and in agonizing pain. It's not worth it. I will say though, it was only one script worth of propanalol and probably less of most of the others
 
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Rogue_Gendarme

Ten Thousand Years
Apr 22, 2024
65
i don't know if that is entirely, reliable, practical, or peaceful. i took 3×10mg yesterday for relieving anxiety (trembling and shaking) and my god did my head feel like it was going to burst. adding it to the sn method/regimen alone is already an unknown because it's only meant to slow down your heartbeat bc of the adrenaline due to difficulty of blood carrying sufficient oxygen throughout the body.

now imagine if that nausea was increased, say, tenfold, because you take 1 gram. and it's not even a guarantee that it's reliable because taking drugs like that for overdosing is dangerous bc you might end up a vegetable or because the ticket dose is an unknown variable and/or varies for everyone / is not necessarily that researched yet. in general OD'ing is a non-method unless you've found some magical mixture that's peaceful and reliable — a drug cocktail or a self-created method, but even then there's caveats and you need to research more and do some premeditation which takes time

on that note, i think i read there was a method with propranolol mixing it with a drug cocktail in the PPH. but afaik you need other drugs. if you have 1.7g propranolol and there were cases of lethality by consuming 2g, then you would need more, and even then there's no guarantee it's peaceful or reliable. peaceful is certainly out of the question: that "nausea" sounds fucking painful as fuck, because again just 3×10mg was enough to give me a headache. additionally the dose may vary from person to person.

you may be hampered by your location or other factors from purchasing more tenable, reliable, or generally better options like SN, N, drug cocktails, barbiturates, opioids, etc. but i highly suggest researching other methods first or buying other method components to add with the propranolol like a drug cocktail (research PPH for this one). OD'ing with prop. sounds painful asfk and i highly suggest you rethink your method before using it as a bus ticket

i understand if you'd need to ctb soon for personal reasons, but by god, if the only thing that's pushing you to do that is yourself and not external factors, i suggest you biding your time first and being at peace with your time of dying. pushing yourself to ctb while still not ready is risky and often has little to no rewards + add to it the fact of your SI taking over and through the unbearable nausea of a propranolol overdose is you suddenly deciding it's not your method

rethink some things, pls
 
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DeathSweetDeath

Elementalist
Nov 12, 2025
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How on earth did you get access to it? Here in the USA I think it's almost impossible to get.
I believe you are thinking of propofol.
It's pretty easy to get propanolol from your GP (at least it was for me in the past).
Or it can be found online if you don't have a prescription.
I ordered some with meto in case I need them for SN (my backup method).
 
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Kanau_Nano

Member
Apr 12, 2026
69
I've done this before when I was being impulsive. I didn't research at all. Absolutely no one ever do it. I forgot how much I took, but it was a lot. I was in severe stomach pain, my head hurt and felt funny, my vision was strange, i was sick feeling. Just nightmarish. I curled up in a ball and hoped i would be gone soon so it could end. The worst of it was over in like 12 hours, but I was feeling bad for 2 days. I never went to the hospital and I lived. I was scared of getting put in psych unit.
 
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unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,153
I take propranolol for my heart issues but doctors can give it for migraines too. I have a large amount of these pills but I know it's not reliable for ctb.
 

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