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LemonadeMon

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Oct 19, 2025
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Sorry for my bad English in advance and this is my first time posting.

Just a few hours ago i just tired drowning myself but i failed. I tried to hyperventilating but my attempt was not successful I tired to just drown myself in a beach but my reflex doesn't allow me. I immediately panic and put my head up.

Yesterday i tired to do alcohol poisoning using a spirit with 55% proof but just one glass of it my body immediately rejected it.

The day before yesterday i tried to do nicotine poisoning but my attempt failed because i only put myself into a fast heartrate of 90 to 110bpm. I think its because I have a nicotine tolerance.

The day before that i tired using energy drinks hoping i get myself into tachycardia enough to make myself to have an heart attack. The attempt failed too because it only gave me nausea. I consumed 346mg of caffeine. I know the limit was 400mg but i thought i will be lessen to me because i am only 50kg and 5'5". The shear volume of 1,160ml of energy drinks was too much to me cause me to vomit. I took them within 3 hours.

I was wondering since rexidol has paracetamol and caffeine in it can i just make myself overdose with it? Since it has painkillers and caffeine will it just make have a heart arithmia possibly give a heart attack? What do you think guys?
 
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ODs do not work, don't waste your time.


 
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LemonadeMon

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ODs do not work, don't waste your time.


I see thank you for this feedback. I was trying to do SN too but its hard to find in my country although there are some who is selling it illegally its goddamn expensive. I was considering KN too but there is too little data according to what i see.
 
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