GoneTomorrow
Member
- May 16, 2026
- 6
Hello all,
Well... this is it. I've absolutely no reason to live anymore, and I will CTB tonight by jumping off a 80m drop into water close to where I live. I've already taken a good dose of benzos and alcohol to help me fight off SI, and hopefully it will allow me to finally be able to go through with it. I've prepared goodbye messages to my family and my few remaining friends which I will send right before jumping, and I will call 911 just to make sure that emergency services find my body instead of some unfortunate stranger who would be traumatized for life.
I hope you all find peace in some way or another, whether shall it be through CTB or by finding the will to live again. I know I've only been here for a day, but it's been enough for me to realize that there are marvelous people on here, and I wish you all the best of luck.
I'll see you on the other side, if there is one.
Well... this is it. I've absolutely no reason to live anymore, and I will CTB tonight by jumping off a 80m drop into water close to where I live. I've already taken a good dose of benzos and alcohol to help me fight off SI, and hopefully it will allow me to finally be able to go through with it. I've prepared goodbye messages to my family and my few remaining friends which I will send right before jumping, and I will call 911 just to make sure that emergency services find my body instead of some unfortunate stranger who would be traumatized for life.
I hope you all find peace in some way or another, whether shall it be through CTB or by finding the will to live again. I know I've only been here for a day, but it's been enough for me to realize that there are marvelous people on here, and I wish you all the best of luck.
I'll see you on the other side, if there is one.
