CTB tonight

[askmeifimatree]

I have a small of 10gm of SN from 2 years ago. I already made it into a solution.

I am putting it in a bottle of water after.

I'm going to the station now, I will drink the sn and then jump.

I have enough benzos around 100 pills of Clonazepam. I also have a small amount of alcohol.

My plan should work on paper.

The station look quieter than usual. I am just sitting and crying lol.

I wish life turned out differently. Suicide should never be the solution, but here I am.

Worst case scenario I lose few limbs but hopefully blood loss does the rest.

I wish these trains werent so slow while stopping..

Anyway sorry for the rumbling. If you are considering suicide please think carefully.

Thank you for reading. I wish you nothing but love and kindness to each one of you.

Goodbye.

 

[ilovenewyork]

I don't think 10g is enough. Dying by train is gruesome.

Why don't you take a break for today and see how you feel tomorrow?

 

[Echo]

The train method is not always fatal, I've seen videos where people have been seriously hurt but still survived. I'm not telling you what to do and understand your in pain but please reconsider.

 

[whywere]

I 100% agree with @ilovenewyork.

Just lost @Seaghost to ctb and he was an EXTREMELY close friend, and it hurts like HELL.

Please relax, as ctb is never going anywhere and it is one and done.

Love and hugs to you.

Walter

 

[salviap]

I have a small of 10gm of SN from 2 years ago. I already made it into a solution.

I am putting it in a bottle of water after.

I'm going to the station now, I will drink the sn and then jump.

I have enough benzos around 100 pills of Clonazepam. I also have a small amount of alcohol.

My plan should work on paper.

The station look quieter than usual. I am just sitting and crying lol.

I wish life turned out differently. Suicide should never be the solution, but here I am.

Worst case scenario I lose few limbs but hopefully blood loss does the rest.

I wish these trains werent so slow while stopping..

Anyway sorry for the rumbling. If you are considering suicide please think carefully.

Thank you for reading. I wish you nothing but love and kindness to each one of you.

Goodbye.

I also plan on going out by train. Not sure how well that'd work out.

 

[Matchaaa]

I'm so sorry that life has brought you to this point, but I truly hope you'll reconsider… because jumping in front of a train is truly a terrible way to go. whatever you decide , I hope you can find peace.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

I hope you find peace with whatever you do.