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•narc is typing…•

•narc is typing…•

All things supernatural
Dec 18, 2022
25
I'm CTB at midnight. I'm alone, kind of scared. Idk how I feel tbh. I'm gonna go and buy some plushies so I feel less alone. I need to get some fresh air anyway. I'm also going to go to a nearby river,sit on a bench and make a playlist. I was contemplating actually posting but I feel so alone right now I just need to feel like I have company. I'll make another post before I go as well x
 
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jessisme

Specialist
Dec 3, 2022
382
Hey there, I'm sorry that you are feeling lonely. Making the choice to ctb is such a difficult and brave thing to do. Please know that you are not alone in this: we are here with you. We understand your position and we care. Please keep in touch if that would make you feel better. We will be here with open ears and arms. xoxox
 
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GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
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What's your method?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,370
It's understandable feeling scared as of course going through with suicide is something which isn't always straightforward. But anyway I wish you the best of luck.
 
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Fulminare

Fulminare

Read Thomas Szasz!
Feb 20, 2022
227
You're not alone in this! I'll go right after you. Go get yourself some plushies and make it a comfortable experience as much as you can. ❤️
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
Per ardua ad astra 💫🕊️🙏
 
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running on empty
Dec 20, 2018
708
Hope all goes well for you and you find peace
 
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•narc is typing…•

All things supernatural
Dec 18, 2022
25
Just took 600mg of Ibuprofen with a sip of water. Gonna watch one of my fav comfort TV shows (One day at a Time) :) I'll post again soon x (BTW I'm not using an antiemetic because I couldn't find one that would come on time)
Just took 600mg of Ibuprofen with a sip of water. Gonna watch one of my fav comfort TV shows (One day at a Time) :) I'll post again soon x (BTW I'm not using an antiemetic because I couldn't find one that would come on time)
Actually I'm gonna watch another one of my comfort shows (Henry Danger)
I've now taken two nytol sleeping pills (100 mg) the next thing I'm gonna take is the drink in about half an hour. When should I start mixing it in with water? 5 minutes before I'm going to drink it or 10 minutes before?
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
I'm so sorry you feel so alone. I felt that way too when I was planning to do it and I couldn't find anywhere I felt like I wouldn't be found. It really feels horrible that we have to do it alone. I feel for you there. Where are you doing this?

Sending you so much love and warmth and comfort in whatever you choose to do. ❤️
 
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•narc is typing…•

All things supernatural
Dec 18, 2022
25
I'm so sorry you feel so alone. I felt that way too when I was planning to do it and I couldn't find anywhere I felt like I wouldn't be found. It really feels horrible that we have to do it alone. I feel for you there. Where are you doing this?

Sending you so much love and warmth and comfort in whatever you choose to do. ❤️
I'm in uni so I have my own room x sending you love and hugs 🤗
 
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Pentobarbital_Plz

STOP HAVING KIDS!!!
Oct 28, 2022
275
May you find True Peace <3
 
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stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
I'm in uni so I have my own room x sending you love and hugs 🤗
Oh dear…I'm so sorry your pain has led you here. I wish there was something anyone could do to help you want to live. I truly understand where you are though. I was suicidal when I was in uni as well. It does get better after that for most people, but obviously it continues to hurt a lot or I wouldn't be here at age 30.
 
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•narc is typing…•

All things supernatural
Dec 18, 2022
25
Oh dear…I'm so sorry your pain has led you here. I wish there was something anyone could do to help you want to live. I truly understand where you are though. I was suicidal when I was in uni as well. It does get better after that for most people, but obviously it continues to hurt a lot or I wouldn't be here at age 30.
I drank the sn
 
stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
We are here with you. I'm hugging you so hard right now. If you decide you want help please let me know.
 
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Member
Dec 15, 2022
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We are here ... all the best

If you want to opt-out you can contact us
 
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stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
753
I hope your transition is peaceful. Meet you there soon. ❤️
 
locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
8,906
I'm sorry that you you find yourself at this place in your life and need to resort to the final option. I hope that however things go for you that you can find the peace you deserve. And BTW, as others have said, you're not alone.
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
197
Rest in peace. Hope they didnt suffer
 
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Kalista

Failed hard to pull the trigger - Now using SN
Feb 5, 2023
450
Seems like he's no longer around. Good bye and rest well.
 

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