Ctb tomorrow/goodbye thread

[liberty_222]

I won't update when i finally get to doing it since everything that happened with elri has made me reconsider this as a safe space and i can only imagine people coming here and questioning whether I'm scamming or not and did I actually ctb or whatever. So no, don't comment here with your suspicions and crap. Here's my schedule for tomorrow:


08:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X Begin 8 Hour FAST
20:00hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
22.00hrs 01 X Begin 2 Hour Water FAST
22:30hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
23:00hrs 02 X 500mg of Paracetamol (1,000mg)
23:15hrs 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg) + Emeset (ondasentron) (4mg)
23:30hrs 04 X 75mg Ranitidine (300mg)
24:00hrs 10 X 40mg Propranolol (400mg)
24:00hrs 01 X 30grams SN
24:00hrs 01 X Swallow SN and Propranolol in 50ml Water

Kinda sad that I'm not at peace even in my final days but doesn't matter. I guess it only makes it easier to go.

 

[PDAnnie2610]

I won't update when i finally get to doing it since everything that happened with elri has made me reconsider this as a safe space and i can only imagine people coming here and questioning whether I'm scamming or not and did I actually ctb or whatever. So no, don't comment here with your suspicions and crap. Here's my schedule for tomorrow:


08:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X Begin 8 Hour FAST
20:00hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
22.00hrs 01 X Begin 2 Hour Water FAST
22:30hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
23:00hrs 02 X 500mg of Paracetamol (1,000mg)
23:15hrs 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg) + Emeset (ondasentron) (4mg)
23:30hrs 04 X 75mg Ranitidine (300mg)
24:00hrs 10 X 40mg Propranolol (400mg)
24:00hrs 01 X 30grams SN
24:00hrs 01 X Swallow SN and Propranolol in 50ml Water

Kinda sad that I'm not at peace even in my final days but doesn't matter. I guess it only makes it easier to go.

Don't have to go if you don't feel right with it. Wishing you peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering.

 

[GentleJerk]

You don't need to prove anything to anyone. Don't stress about what people think and say, if they question you. In the end all that matters is you give yourself credit and just focus on whatever comes next. It has nothing to do with anyone else. I wish you all the success, fulfillment and the best of luck to do whatever you feel is right.

May everyone celebrate your life with acceptance and understanding.

 

[Midgardsorm]

You stood up for other users a lot here.

I'm sorry, this place used to be a safe place, but now it's much more divided.

Thanks for everything. May you find peace in your journey.

 

[tupacshakur987123]

May you find eternal peace or eternal heaven/bliss in your journey

 

[liberty_222]

You stood up for other users a lot here.

I'm sorry, this place used to be a safe place, but now it's much more divided.

Thanks for everything. May you find peace in your journey.

I'm glad i could stand up for others. I would have made a brilliant human rights lawyer if my mental disorder didn't take away my capability.

 

[sadeyesWA]

Happy travels!

 

[StarryStarry]

You have always been so kind and helpful to me. I will miss you, but I understand.

 

[liberty_222]

You have always been so kind and helpful to me. I will miss you, but I understand.

I'm glad sweetheart. You've been very kind to me too. I'll miss you too. Take care

 

[rationaltake]

I'm glad i could stand up for others. I would have made a brilliant human rights lawyer if my mental disorder didn't take away my capability.

You're incredibly capable going by your posts. Take care ❤

 

[liberty_222]

You're incredibly capable going by your posts. Take care ❤

You too

 

[catdaddy2601]

Whatever happens, I wish you all the best and a peaceful transition if you do go ahead

 

[Elri]

My beautiful little girl, why did they treated your kindness with unfairness. I will come to you soon, I don't see myself as that strong person anymore , lots and lots of love for you i will miss you i cry but i can't help you I'm sorry

 

[liberty_222]

My beautiful little girl, why did they treated your kindness with unfairness. I will come to you soon, I don't see myself as that strong person anymore , lots and lots of love for you i will miss you i cry but i can't help you I'm sorry

You're literally my favourite person here. It gives me so much peace knowing I'll be able to talk to you in my last moments. It'll keep me from freaking out and feeling lonely. We knew each other briefly but you were genuinely the most relatable person here for me. I see you as a very very strong person. And both the decisions to live or to ctb require immense strength. I know you'll do whatever you feel is the best for you and I'll be rooting for you no matter what. I'll give you lots of kissies

 

[beingzettt]

You'll be at peace on the other side, we all gonna join you sooner or later! Safe travels

 

[Kobusu]

You'll be missed I'm so sorry this is the only way to find peace. I wish you the best no matter what, and as always keep in mind it's never too late to turn back should you change your mind. Be at peace, friend.

 

[rationalis]

I am sorry for everyone who has been harassed on here. I understand people don't trust others but learning to ignore bad people is important. I only had one interaction with Peaceful Tonic and felt they are a bully.

Please have peace and don't be pressured by others.

 

[Noctis]

I've been here a very short time, but I do admit I get a little happier when I can read a post or comment from you.

Is there any last thing you'd like to get off your chest and say to us/ the world?

 

[Someoneone]

Wish you in peace and free!
Though I still wish to know your experience as I may use SN in around 2 months. I do understand you want to keep the process private to avoid some negative comments or even some drama.

So, sincerely wish you have a peace journey!

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I will miss you personally.
I've said this to you before, but here it is again. You were kind and compassionate to others. You stood up for other members here.
Also, your feelings were and are always valid and you were always right. I'm sorry for everything, I mean absolutely everything that you've been through.

I hope that your final suicide note reaches out to someone. It was beautiful and well-written!
The one I read explains how mental health support it isn't always accessible or affordable.
I also take away from it that you might be in a different place if someone, an adult or teacher, had looked a little closer into your struggles and inquired more deeply, and gave you more support earlier on. I know from my own childhood that those questions were never asked, the support never there, and it could've made a difference for me. I hope your words can change that for someone else.

I hope you find peace and freedom from suffering as well.

 

[Tomoko]

Wishing you the best regardless of what happens next.

 

[Crazy4u]

I wish you the best. I am sorry you are struggling

 

[rec]

Good luck. I hope your journey is as peaceful as it can be. You shouldn't have to suffer for any longer. best wishes :-) .

 

[dustbiter]

*gives u a cuddle*

 

[feel something]

dear liberty, i hope you will find peace. remember it is always ok to change your mind or postpone if you don't feel it is the right moment.

 

[halcyon]

i've never spoken to you before but i really hope you find peace. godspeed

 

[MolinaKeyLime]

I won't update when i finally get to doing it since everything that happened with elri has made me reconsider this as a safe space and i can only imagine people coming here and questioning whether I'm scamming or not and did I actually ctb or whatever. So no, don't comment here with your suspicions and crap. Here's my schedule for tomorrow:


08:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X 10mg Metoclopramide
16:00hrs 01 X Begin 8 Hour FAST
20:00hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
22.00hrs 01 X Begin 2 Hour Water FAST
22:30hrs 01 X 40mg Propranolol (40mg)
23:00hrs 02 X 500mg of Paracetamol (1,000mg)
23:15hrs 03 X 10mg Metoclopramide (30mg) + Emeset (ondasentron) (4mg)
23:30hrs 04 X 75mg Ranitidine (300mg)
24:00hrs 10 X 40mg Propranolol (400mg)
24:00hrs 01 X 30grams SN
24:00hrs 01 X Swallow SN and Propranolol in 50ml Water

Kinda sad that I'm not at peace even in my final days but doesn't matter. I guess it only makes it easier to go.

F

 

[miserableforever]

Safe travels

 

[liberty_222]

I am sorry for everyone who has been harassed on here. I understand people don't trust others but learning to ignore bad people is important. I only had one interaction with Peaceful Tonic and felt they are a bully.

Please have peace and don't be pressured by others.

I'm sorry you felt bullied by them

I've been here a very short time, but I do admit I get a little happier when I can read a post or comment from you.

Is there any last thing you'd like to get off your chest and say to us/ the world?

This is so kind. Thank you