ctb today possibly

[cecil]

I can't really take it anymore. I need to CTB this week and possibly today. I have 1g fent and I'm going to do it through IV (i still have to search how to do it through IV). I know OD is not reliable but I have no choice at this point. I'm still willing to do it.

 

[Forveleth]

Might actuallywork if your fent is good. Sorry life has pushed you to this point.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

Safe travels to the other side, I hope you will be at peace.

 

[echoedleaf]

i hope you find peace <3

 

[TJT]

I can't really take it anymore. I need to CTB this week and possibly today. I have 1g fent and I'm going to do it through IV (i still have to search how to do it through IV). I know OD is not reliable but I have no choice at this point. I'm still willing to do it.

I was considering this as well because it sounds like the ideal way to go, but I'd strongly recommend finding an alternative method or using it in combination with another method. Opiods are not reliable and it's worse than them not being reliable, if you fail then you're addicted and experiencing extremely uncomfortable withdrawal symptoms. People can die from withdrawal, and while that may meet your goal- it's in a slow and painful way.
https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/opioid-withdrawal

In the firearms megathread the original poster quotes a study done:

It is worth noting that with only 5,465 actually succeeding in suicide using drugs, it means there were 42 ED visits for every successful suicide. Sobering odds of success, and there are probably lots of attempts that don't even end up in hospital.
5,465 [successes] OUT OF 228,366.

Src: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/guns-firearms-megathread.9042/
While during the fentanyl crisis back in ~2023 it may have been possible to get decent fent, I consistently read from every reddit post, every study, every youtube documentary on fentanyl that it is very unreliable and inconsistent for dosing and purity. There's a high risk of failure and with opiods the risk of failing isn't just "i'm still alive" it's *extreme* withdrawal symptoms. Not worth risking that unless you have a second method to ensure death.

Tolerance also builds quickly so if you fail you may not be able to succeed with opioid overdoses after that.

Edit:
If you have the ability to find another method to use in combination, please consider it. Full hanging with proper rope and a correct knot is a reliable method I hear and easier to get. What if you got on a stool, prepped it, took the pills/powder, and waited until it kicked in to push the stool away? Just be sure it's the correct rope type and knot type. In theory this could reduce risk of it being painful. I personally am considering a shotgun. Although man that'd be painful. Hanging idea may be worth looking into with fent.

 

[papillon]

I wish I knew how to do it through IV as well. It seems peaceful. I hope you find peace <3

 

[rainhappy]

If you've left, just know that we wish you a safe trip .

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[EscapeFromMe]

Hope you the best my friend, may you find the peace wanted...

 

[cecil]

I actually ended up not doing it just yet guys. I'll probably have to do it on the weekends.