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viclord

viclord

balls of steel
Jul 3, 2021
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today is my ctb date! Feeling a little anxious, but everything's ready. I'm using the SN method, I know the flavor is going to be salty af and disgusting, any advice on this? I was thinking about using ice to make my tongue a little numb or putting a condom in my tongue (I'm not sure if that last thing is gonna work tho). Besides that everything's ready, I'm doing it at night, and I really hope this works, I have a weak stomach, but I have the antiemetic and I'm gonna try my best not to throw up… Wish me luck! and thanks y'all for reading.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

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Where do you even buy condoms?
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
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I wish you the best with your plans. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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Peaceisnear

Peaceisnear

Love it when I die slow
Oct 7, 2021
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Good luck I hope everything goes well and you find what you're looking for.
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

Lone_Gray_Wolf

Fate plays chess with 2 queens
Aug 21, 2020
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Best of luck, have some hard candies on the side, they worked for other users to deal with the saltiness.

Best of luck on your journey, and remember, if you feel unsure; no shame on postponing it a little bit. if you are sure of it, I wish you the best and we are here with you.
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

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All the best to you on a peaceful and pleasant journey, may you find everlasting peace and serenity :heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Nolen

Nolen

You see it too? For me, it's always like this.
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I think the ice or a straw should be sufficient the condom might make you gag more than the SN. Nevertheless I hope you have a safe and peaceful trip to the other side.
 
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I wish you luck in your decision, see ya in another side
 
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Cam

Cam

Suicide is an investment in the future
Aug 2, 2021
10
Regarding the taste, one girl who recently ctb said sucking on hard candies worked for her.
 
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boca

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today is my ctb date! Feeling a little anxious, but everything's ready. I'm using the SN method, I know the flavor is going to be salty af and disgusting, any advice on this? I was thinking about using ice to make my tongue a little numb or putting a condom in my tongue (I'm not sure if that last thing is gonna work tho). Besides that everything's ready, I'm doing it at night, and I really hope this works, I have a weak stomach, but I have the antiemetic and I'm gonna try my best not to throw up… Wish me luck! and thanks y'all for reading.
Best of luck to you!
 
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wanttodie

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good luck
 
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viclord

viclord

balls of steel
Jul 3, 2021
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Best of luck, have some hard candies on the side, they worked for other users to deal with the saltiness.

Best of luck on your journey, and remember, if you feel unsure; no shame on postponing it a little bit. if you are sure of it, I wish you the best and we are here with you.
thanks, I really needed to read this :^) my best wishes for you too!
I wish you luck in your decision, see ya in another side
thanks, see ya :^)
I think the ice or a straw should be sufficient the condom might make you gag more than the SN. Nevertheless I hope you have a safe and peaceful trip to the other side.
the straw is a really good idea. Haven't thought about that. Thanks!
All the best to you on a peaceful and pleasant journey, may you find everlasting peace and serenity :heart::hug::heart::hug:
this is a really kind comment, thanks. My best wishes for you, and I hope you find peace too :^)))
 
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czx85

czx85

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I wish you eternal peace which we all deserve
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
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Regarding the taste, one girl who recently ctb said sucking on hard candies worked for her.
Cheers
today is my ctb date! Feeling a little anxious, but everything's ready. I'm using the SN method, I know the flavor is going to be salty af and disgusting, any advice on this? I was thinking about using ice to make my tongue a little numb or putting a condom in my tongue (I'm not sure if that last thing is gonna work tho). Besides that everything's ready, I'm doing it at night, and I really hope this works, I have a weak stomach, but I have the antiemetic and I'm gonna try my best not to throw up… Wish me luck! and thanks y'all for reading.
Hope it goes well for you. Don't be ashamed if you change your mind. Best of luck.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
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today is my ctb date! Feeling a little anxious, but everything's ready. I'm using the SN method, I know the flavor is going to be salty af and disgusting, any advice on this? I was thinking about using ice to make my tongue a little numb or putting a condom in my tongue (I'm not sure if that last thing is gonna work tho). Besides that everything's ready, I'm doing it at night, and I really hope this works, I have a weak stomach, but I have the antiemetic and I'm gonna try my best not to throw up… Wish me luck! and thanks y'all for reading.
According to Cheers, who used this method on Saturday, the taste wasn't as bad a she thought it would be, and she said a little bit of hard candy did help quite a bit. In her case, based on her post, she was conscious ony a little over five minutes after consuming it, though this varies. You may want to look at her posts from Saturday. I really thinkn the condom on your tongue would be a big mistake that could ruin the whole situation.
 
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blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
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According to Cheers, who used this method on Saturday, the taste wasn't as bad a she thought it would be, and she said a little bit of hard candy did help quite a bit. In her case, based on her post, she was conscious ony a little over five minutes after consuming it, though this varies. You may want to look at her posts from Saturday. I really thinkn the condom on your tongue would be a big mistake that could ruin the whole situation.
Yeah. Is it just me but condom tastes bitter since it is literally rubber?
 
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drnhng

drnhng

please
Sep 29, 2020
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today is my ctb date! Feeling a little anxious, but everything's ready. I'm using the SN method, I know the flavor is going to be salty af and disgusting, any advice on this? I was thinking about using ice to make my tongue a little numb or putting a condom in my tongue (I'm not sure if that last thing is gonna work tho). Besides that everything's ready, I'm doing it at night, and I really hope this works, I have a weak stomach, but I have the antiemetic and I'm gonna try my best not to throw up… Wish me luck! and thanks y'all for reading.
best of luck, i hope you find peace with this situation
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
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Godspeed
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

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Mar 13, 2020
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You still here with us ? I wish you Nothing but the best in whatever may happen.

Thoughts and prayers to you. ❤️
 
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viclord

viclord

balls of steel
Jul 3, 2021
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According to Cheers, who used this method on Saturday, the taste wasn't as bad a she thought it would be, and she said a little bit of hard candy did help quite a bit. In her case, based on her post, she was conscious ony a little over five minutes after consuming it, though this varies. You may want to look at her posts from Saturday. I really thinkn the condom on your tongue would be a big mistake that could ruin the whole situation.
thanks! I'm going to check out her post. And I'm definitely not using the condom XD
 
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Godspeed
 
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viclord

viclord

balls of steel
Jul 3, 2021
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You still here with us ? I wish you Nothing but the best in whatever may happen.

Thoughts and prayers to you. ❤️
unfortunately I am. I want to do it, but I'm scared as fuck. My best wishes for you too
Yeah. Is it just me but condom tastes bitter since it is literally rubber?
yes, the condom thing was a terrible idea...
 
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czx85

czx85

Student
Jun 8, 2019
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hiw are you doing viclord? are you still here with us?
I wish you find the courage to combat SI
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,875
thanks! I'm going to check out her post. And I'm definitely not using the condom XD
She did have a few posts on saturday which showed her plans and what she actually did in great detail- she used several medications in addition to the SN.
 
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シルエット

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Oct 29, 2021
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unfortunately I am. I want to do it, but I'm scared as fuck. My best wishes for you too

yes, the condom thing was a terrible idea...
you still here? I hope so but its okay if you want to post pone it. I hope you find your peace. Much love <3
 
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