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cacskunk

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Mar 12, 2021
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I have not been on this forum for several weeks now because my sucidial thoughts have been stabilized thanks to being referred to a psychiatrist by my general practitioner and seeing a new therapist. I am taking Cymbalta now. Do I still think about suicide? Yes. Today is Independence Day and the day I had planned on ctb. I'm not going to do it because while things are still up in the air with having a sexless marriage, filing bankruptcy due to being over $100k in debt, dealing with several chronic illnesses between my spouse and I, him not able to keep a job, and me stagnating in my career, I see things turning around in several of these areas in the future and have decided to hold on. I still have my SN whenever I make that final decision but I plan to stick around for awhile longer.
 
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Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
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We are happy to have you with us.
 
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jusbug

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Apr 19, 2019
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sincerely good luck to you

i dont mean to be a douch bag or anything but based on my experience situations rarely (if not never) turn around to the good side so dont fool yourself
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Life can be exhausting and painful, but I hope things go well for you. At least the SN is always an option if things do get a lot worse.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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I would probably advise this be posted in the recovery section? there will be more like minded people there
 
BornBrief

BornBrief

Student
Dec 21, 2020
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sincerely good luck to you

i dont mean to be a douch bag or anything but based on my experience situations rarely (if not never) turn around to the good side so dont fool yourself
Kind of gross that you would even go out of your way to say this and that people have liked it. There are plenty of instances where life has improved for those who both attempted or have been suicidal in the past. Stop projecting and keep your thoughts to yourself...
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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yeah there's lots of instances in the RECOVERY section, thats what it's for. If people post things in the wrong section can see why some members would get annoyed, personally.I think its best to report the thread so the moderators can move it to the correct section.
 

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