maidens
" more dead than alive, I endure it "
- Aug 27, 2023
- 143
a few months ago, I made a post about ankishateliar. an 18 year old girl that was cyberbullied into killing herself. I never got the chance to meet her, but even so I cried and mourned over her when I found out what happened.
I know I was meant to meet her. I know we could've became close friends, I know I would've been able to help her. we're so so similar and share so many interests. she called herself a magical girl, and I'm sure she's been reincarnated into a real one in another world, I pray it's one where bullying doesn't exist.
if I ctb soon, maybe I can be reborn into the same world and meet her. I want to. but I'm so so scared the possibility of me just being extremely delusional is very much there. im so scared that I'll ctb and there will just be nothing, if it's true that when you die it's just sleeping without dreaming.
inai, I'm so sorry. ill meet you soon, I promise I promise I just need to get over this fear
I know I was meant to meet her. I know we could've became close friends, I know I would've been able to help her. we're so so similar and share so many interests. she called herself a magical girl, and I'm sure she's been reincarnated into a real one in another world, I pray it's one where bullying doesn't exist.
if I ctb soon, maybe I can be reborn into the same world and meet her. I want to. but I'm so so scared the possibility of me just being extremely delusional is very much there. im so scared that I'll ctb and there will just be nothing, if it's true that when you die it's just sleeping without dreaming.
inai, I'm so sorry. ill meet you soon, I promise I promise I just need to get over this fear
