Venting Ctb soon

[droppedmysyrup]

I can't continue the cycle of pain I live in. I've decided I'm gonna do suicide by cop I feel bad for the police who have to shoot me but I cannot continue this cycle.
sorry not sorry.

 

[depressia]

через месяц-два надеюсь тоже сесть в автобус

 

[droppedmysyrup]

через месяц-два надеюсь тоже сесть в автобус

I hope you find your peace and are sure you want to do so good luck ! <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you suffer, existence really is too cruel, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful suffering in this painful existence.

 

[Worndown]

I feel bad that you have no other way to ctb. This is grossly unfair to the cop and anyone that gets to witness it. No bridges, rivers or ropes in your area?
Better hope they don't just tase your ass. I heard that is terribly uncomfortable.
If they are good, they can shoot you in the leg. That feels great too.

 

[Agon321]

I don't think you should do it. In my opinion, the risk is too high.

If you want to be killed by a police officer, then you have to do something very illegal.
I don't know in which country you live
(I guess USA), but in my country, the use of firearms by police officers is not the default choice.
At first, the police choose less lethal ways to stop the aggressor.

But even if the police use firearms, it does not automatically mean that you will die.
There is a chance that you will survive and end up in the hospital.
You will also have to deal with the legal consequences.

I don't think that's what you want.
Of course, you will do what you think, but in my opinion you should seriously think about it again.

 

[Themogger]

Not fullproof

 

[droppedmysyrup]

I feel bad that you have no other way to ctb. This is grossly unfair to the cop and anyone that gets to witness it. No bridges, rivers or ropes in your area?
Better hope they don't just tase your ass. I heard that is terribly uncomfortable.
If they are good, they can shoot you in the leg. That feels great too.

you're right I shouldn't be so selfish I'll find something else.

I don't think you should do it. In my opinion, the risk is too high.

If you want to be killed by a police officer, then you have to do something very illegal.
I don't know in which country you live
(I guess USA), but in my country, the use of firearms by police officers is not the default choice.
At first, the police choose less lethal ways to stop the aggressor.

But even if the police use firearms, it does not automatically mean that you will die.
There is a chance that you will survive and end up in the hospital.
You will also have to deal with the legal consequences.

I don't think that's what you want.
Of course, you will do what you think, but in my opinion you should seriously think about it again.

I truthfully think that I would die, I've seen enough videos of people raising fake firearms at officers and that does the trick or to run at them with some type of blade but, the reply that @Worndown gave has made me realize I don't wanna be responsible for the guilt of the poor officer to have to do so or for their family to suffer because of my
Actions. It's mostly delusion when i tel myself it's a guaranteed way to go out since there is plenty of people shot by police who survive.
I'm not near any rivers I know one bridge though now that you mention and it's about 60 foot drop. I think
That'll do the trick

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I can't continue the cycle of pain I live in. I've decided I'm gonna do suicide by cop I feel bad for the police who have to shoot me but I cannot continue this cycle.
sorry not sorry.

My neighbor did this. He was suffering horribly since birth, he was dead for several minutes when he was born. The brain damage never recovered. He was 27, and he couldn't take it anymore, it's very effective.