Ctb soon in brazil

[davidtorez]

It feels as though my time is coming up soon. My insomnia is getting worse and worse. Joint pains. I literally stay awake for 24 hours every second day. It soon going to cost me my part time job which I need because the pension is barely enough. My fiancee is in brazil and I've only seen her for 6 weeks back in Feb this year . We have a date set for May 8 next year to get married here in Sydney, we applied for her visa a few months ago . We're both the same. That's why we clicked immediately. We both come from broken families , suffer depression and anxiety , have similar philosophical views. I cant ctb without ever seeing her again. Im thinking of going to brazil soon in order to ctb there.
I'm thinking of bringing my nembutal with me in checked baggage . She knows my plans and told me she's sad but accepts whatever decision I make. My plan is to spend my last days with her in brazil then peacefully fall asleep . Last time I went to brazil this year they didnt check my baggage when I arrived in sao paulo or Recife up north. What's the chances I'll be able to get the nembutal into brazil in checked luggage ? Do they scan the baggage? I wasn't asked anything when I arrived in brazil 6 months ago. I just picked up my baggage at carousel and went on my way. My stress and depression is at a all new time high. I can feel I'm giving up internally , I'm having heart palpitations hot flushes in bed every night. My brain is just totally fried! I even tried new drugs like mirtazapine. It didnt help me at all. 3 different doctors told me.they cant do much except refer me to a psychologist. I tried seeing a psychologist for once a month for a year a while back and it did absolutely nothing! Maybe some people are beyond help.
Its almost time . I never actually thought id make it to 40 let alone 44. I think its a good age to die .

 

[crocodile man]

where did you get nembutal? peaceful travels.

 

[darksouls]

I also suffer from chronic joint pains, its truly hell, I wish you peace

 

[Off_Switch]

I wouldn't risk smuggling N in, brother. Too risky. What would the repercussions be?

 

[sanctionedusage]

She knows my plans and told me she's sad but accepts whatever decision I make. My plan is to spend my last days with her in brazil then peacefully fall asleep .

So selfless of her to respect your wishes and acknowledge your suffering. I wouldn't risk smuggling anything through the airport, especially substances; I don't know your supply and how much you plan to take, but would you be okay with potentially losing access it entirely?

 

[davidtorez]

So selfless of her to respect your wishes and acknowledge your suffering. I wouldn't risk smuggling anything through the airport, especially substances; I don't know your supply and how much you plan to take, but would you be okay with potentially losing access it entirely?

Yeah she's a gem. We're so much alike which is why were so in love. We never ever met anyone in our lives who we had so much in common with . She even got my initials tattooed on her hand . I will miss my conversations and the 6 weeks I had with her. Maybe a miracle will happen and I'll get better soon and i wont have to ctb. I'm not holding my breath

I wouldn't risk smuggling N in, brother. Too risky. What would the repercussions be?

I dont know tbh. I'm just hoping they don't check the checked baggage like they didnt last time. Noone even asked me if I have anything prohibited in my luggage or anything. I literally just went to the carousel and picked up my luggage and walked away with it

where did you get nembutal? peaceful travels.

In 2018 from a trusted source from the PPH whos now in prison for dealing Nembutal

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

I wouldn't risk flying with Nembutal.

2018 ? 7 years, u think the Nembutal is still good? 2 bottles ? so I guess 12.6 grams. have u opened the bottles?

 

[Alexandra_]

I wish you the best of luck, whatever you choose. I know what it's like to have your body torment you day after day. I'm sorry there's so much suffering in this world

 

[davidtorez]

I wouldn't risk flying with Nembutal.

2018 ? 7 years, u think the Nembutal is still good? 2 bottles ? so I guess 12.6 grams. have u opened the bottles?

They've been in the fridge ever since I bought them in their original bottles. I heard Phillip nitschke say they're fine to use at least a decade after they're expired. I also have ondansetron and metoclopramide with me

 

[davidtorez]

Been looking at hotel rooms here in Sydney. I've changed my mind to ctb in brazil as I'm a bit worried they'll find my N in my luggage . I'll be most likely going to brazil though next month for my final farewell to my beloved fiancee who doesnt deserve this but understands it nonetheless . Wish things could be different

 

[Brasileiro_SP]

It feels as though my time is coming up soon. My insomnia is getting worse and worse. Joint pains. I literally stay awake for 24 hours every second day. It soon going to cost me my part time job which I need because the pension is barely enough. My fiancee is in brazil and I've only seen her for 6 weeks back in Feb this year . We have a date set for May 8 next year to get married here in Sydney, we applied for her visa a few months ago . We're both the same. That's why we clicked immediately. We both come from broken families , suffer depression and anxiety , have similar philosophical views. I cant ctb without ever seeing her again. Im thinking of going to brazil soon in order to ctb there.
I'm thinking of bringing my nembutal with me in checked baggage . She knows my plans and told me she's sad but accepts whatever decision I make. My plan is to spend my last days with her in brazil then peacefully fall asleep . Last time I went to brazil this year they didnt check my baggage when I arrived in sao paulo or Recife up north. What's the chances I'll be able to get the nembutal into brazil in checked luggage ? Do they scan the baggage? I wasn't asked anything when I arrived in brazil 6 months ago. I just picked up my baggage at carousel and went on my way. My stress and depression is at a all new time high. I can feel I'm giving up internally , I'm having heart palpitations hot flushes in bed every night. My brain is just totally fried! I even tried new drugs like mirtazapine. It didnt help me at all. 3 different doctors told me.they cant do much except refer me to a psychologist. I tried seeing a psychologist for once a month for a year a while back and it did absolutely nothing! Maybe some people are beyond help.
Its almost time . I never actually thought id make it to 40 let alone 44. I think its a good age to die .

oi! vi que você conseguiu adquirir um pouco de Nembutal. Você poderia me comentar como, por favor? Estou planejando usar esse método e me ajudaria muito... de qualquer forma, obrigado

 

[davidtorez]

oi! vi que você conseguiu adquirir um pouco de Nembutal. Você poderia me comentar como, por favor? Estou planejando usar esse método e me ajudaria muito... de qualquer forma, obrigado

I bought it in 2018. That source is not available anymore. Your best chances would be to travel to peru . It is very difficult I've heard even in peru though. Best luck

 

[davidtorez]

I've updated my plan. I'm going to brazil for one last time to see my beautiful fiancee. It will be my last goodbye. I think it is best not to take the N with me to ctb in brazil. I will ctb in a hotel when I come back. My physical pains and mental torture have gone too much. She knows of my plans. She's sad but respects any decision I make. She's the best thing that ever happened to me. But she's not enough to stop me from ending my miserable existence. Theres no miracle for my physical pains and insomnia. My plan is to ctb in Australia in a hotel room in about 5 weeks time. I will post my farewell in a new thread when the time comes.