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monotine

monotine

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Jan 7, 2026
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i had a previous attempt and they didnt throw away my sn. now i have 25 mg left and i dissolved it in around 50ml water. i've been taking sips cause tbh im scared but im trying to push myself with continuing on with my attempt. its been around 30 mins since my first few sips and i now have racing heartbeat, pale fingernails, shaky hands. i hope i die
 
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Jul 9, 2026
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You mean 25 grams right?
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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If you drink the rest there will be no need for wishing & hoping.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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mb im lightheaded. yes i meant 25grams

im getting there
I hope you find the peace you search for 🕊️.
If that's not what you want or if you don't feel ready, don't continue, seek help.
 
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Apr 4, 2026
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I hope you don't survive with serious injuries. Wishing you the best 🙏
 
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I hope you experience peace. Sleep well, friend.
 
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