ctb postponed

[meowzers3276]

basically my family got a tip and intercepted my SN from dsl and everyone is watching me/very vigilant so i dont think i could go very long before being found

im doing the whole "i realized what was wrong and i want a 2nd chance at life" rn with my medical team and loved ones and im just gonna rebuy the SN and make sure there is zero evidence on my phone so no one can find out.

ive considered psh and fsh but i dont really want to unless push comes to shove

i guess i may buy SN again today and see how it goes but may 3 no longer is viable :-( i will update

 

[peacebenow]

I remember yours was returned to sender so this is what happened...
this sounds really tough in so many ways.

 

[meowzers3276]

I remember yours was returned to sender so this is what happened...
this sounds really tough in so many ways.

thank you, ive been dealing with that and all of the appointments and evaluations and i haven't had any alone time (besides at one of my jobs where i have no coworkers) i don't know if any of these people understand that they're driving me further up the wall by being so forceful and watching me 24/7 i know they do it because they love me and are very scared of me dying, so it makes me sad and reconsider at times

so that's why i was inactive, and the flu, but its tough to post on suicide forum when everyone is looking through every thing for in case you ctb.

i can tell when people text me and theyre checking if im alive, not actually talking to me.

tl;dr : INCOGNITO TABS WHEN USING SASU OR ANY OTHER RESEARCH FOR A METHOD or someone might find out and stop you first :/

 

[SDB]

basically my family got a tip and intercepted my SN from dsl and everyone is watching me/very vigilant so i dont think i could go very long before being found

im doing the whole "i realized what was wrong and i want a 2nd chance at life" rn with my medical team and loved ones and im just gonna rebuy the SN and make sure there is zero evidence on my phone so no one can find out.

ive considered psh and fsh but i dont really want to unless push comes to shove

i guess i may buy SN again today and see how it goes but may 3 no longer is viable :-( i will update

Roger that