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Noise
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- Mar 14, 2023
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I don't know whether I'd consider this a venting or an accomplishment post, but I'm feeling rather secure in my plan for the remainder of my time here. Admittedly, I'm in a comfortable position in my life at the moment, so I don't feel too much pressure to end my life as of yet. I know that this is pathetic to say, but while I certainly did have my fair share of suffering, nothing I'm currently going through is comparable to what many others on this forum have to undergo in their everyday lives.
Anyhow, the person I'm currently leeching off of (I'm a NEET) doesn't have that much time left due to old age and debilitating health conditions. And frankly, they're the only person who would take notice if I were gone. They're sympathetic to my reclusiveness and other issues that prevent me from making a living for myself, and they're unlikely to have the heart to kick me out, which I appreciate. In the near future, I plan on obtaining a job to accumulate just enough savings to purchase a firearm and keep it stuffed under my bed until the time comes when they pass away. I used to feel an immense amount of pressure to try and create a secure living situation for myself, but after some introspection, I realized that nothing life has to offer was anything I ever wanted in the first place.
Anyhow, the person I'm currently leeching off of (I'm a NEET) doesn't have that much time left due to old age and debilitating health conditions. And frankly, they're the only person who would take notice if I were gone. They're sympathetic to my reclusiveness and other issues that prevent me from making a living for myself, and they're unlikely to have the heart to kick me out, which I appreciate. In the near future, I plan on obtaining a job to accumulate just enough savings to purchase a firearm and keep it stuffed under my bed until the time comes when they pass away. I used to feel an immense amount of pressure to try and create a secure living situation for myself, but after some introspection, I realized that nothing life has to offer was anything I ever wanted in the first place.
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