CTB log - goodbye world <3

[apassingmoment]

This is it. I just.. can't take it anymore. This world is too cruel and horrible. Initially I was planning on taking SN, but, I can't wait any longer. I'm going to be partially hanging myself. Hopefully I'll be gone by the end of the hour.

It feels weird typing this out. I guess thats to be expected.

Right now I'm getting stoned and trying to work myself up to doing it. I'm incredibly nervous to go.

-Edit 1:
If anyone's morbidly curious, I do not have access to rope so I am using an aux cable for a guitar I never use anymore. just thought that was a little funny.

-Edit 2:
okay, I'm situated, and i've verified that i will lose circulation with the setup i've got.

now to build the courage to jump off the ship, haha

 

[Kamaainakupua]

May you find peace.

 

[darksouls]

good luck, I hope you find peace

 

[apassingmoment]

update:
was interrupted
apparently sending out suicide messages to people who do not care about local speed laws means you risk them getting to you before you die.

i'll try again in a few days i guess
i mostly feel stupid
and like i can't let my friends in on anything without them immediately losing their shit when i decide that this existence isn't worth continuing

 

[Passenger4224]

update:
was interrupted
apparently sending out suicide messages to people who do not care about local speed laws means you risk them getting to you before you die.

i'll try again in a few days i guess
i mostly feel stupid
and like i can't let my friends in on anything without them immediately losing their shit when i decide that this existence isn't worth continuing

I hate the way people drive omg

I'm sorry it didn't go as planned

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace from suffering.