Venting Ctb in a few hours...

[MissKatrina]

Yes. I'm a lot more calm now. But my mom asked if something happened while she was away. I can't hide emotions from my face. But thanks for the words. You and everyone. I'm looking up, maybe I can buy some SN. I already have everything for this method, except the main ingredient. Thanks guys.

Sweet of your mom to ask. Are you close?

Where do you live? Deliveries are really delayed due to the pandemic but have been a lot better recently so it's an option. Just depends on whether you can wait a few weeks. :)

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

Yes, we're very close. I live in Brazil, idk how the situation with the deliveries are now. Thanks for bringing this up, if I'd purchase the sn and it took longer to arrive I'd be an anxious wreck.

 

[I screwed up]

Delay in delivery is country dependent , are u planning to order from Brazil itself or outside of Brazil ... If outside of then chances of delay plus possible customs check will make the delay longer. Be careful my friend whatever u do ... May u be in peace

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

I'm planning to order from Brazil. I'll be careful. Thanks.

 

[Rabhen]

I will finally free myself from this world and it's cruelty in a few hours. I'd like to thank everyone for the resources and for this website in general. It really helped me a lot when I thought there was no way out.
I'm going for partial suspension. I have everything settled and I've been testing and trying for a month now, since I found out about the method.
Even tho it really sucks to leave everything behind and everyone I love, there's no other way. I'm even a little happy today. I thought I'd get scared and/or super sad.
So that's it. If I don't come back in at least a week, it's because I'm gone for good. Good luck to everyone who's struggling. I hope you all find what comforts you the most, either it is in life or death.
Goodbye.

peace and gentleness to you