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depressionkills

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Jul 14, 2020
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Alright, CTB plan has been sped up 24hrs due to practicals.

CTB time will be in approximately 20 hours.

Reasons: SEVERE depression last 5 years. Non responsive to treatment. Panic disorder with 1-2 attacks each day for last 7 years. Hyperhidrosis which has caused serious social anxiety. BPD. Lost job, GF, all my savings this year. Will be on the street in 2 months anyway.

Method: Full suspension hanging, together with a heavy cocktail of drugs to make me pass out into hanging.

I will write one more comment to this thread. It will be only one word: "Done".

When I write this, the noose will be around my neck, and I've just taken the cocktail of drugs.

If not online after that, I've succeeded...

Thank you to members of SS!

Peace out.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
wishing you peace.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,361
Sorry to hear of all the things that have happened to make you chose this route. I hope its quick and painless for you and that you find peace ❤️
 
valentine

valentine

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Apr 2, 2019
101
I hope you find peace ❤️
 
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SnowWhite

SnowWhite

Semi-Professional Disappointment
Jan 16, 2020
150
May the journey to the otherside be peaceful :heart:
Should you choose to step away, remember there is no shame in that
 
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Incorrigible77777

Incorrigible77777

I was born human and I'm sorry for that. ——太宰 治
Jul 9, 2020
229
I wish there're no pains and struggles in another world.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
I'm sorry to hear life has been so hard on you. I hope you have a safe journey :hug:
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
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Alright, CTB plan has been sped up 24hrs due to practicals.

CTB time will be in approximately 20 hours.

Reasons: SEVERE depression last 5 years. Non responsive to treatment. Panic disorder with 1-2 attacks each day for last 7 years. Hyperhidrosis which has caused serious social anxiety. BPD. Lost job, GF, all my savings this year. Will be on the street in 2 months anyway.

Method: Full suspension hanging, together with a heavy cocktail of drugs to make me pass out into hanging.

I will write one more comment to this thread. It will be only one word: "Done".

When I write this, the noose will be around my neck, and I've just taken the cocktail of drugs.

If not online after that, I've succeeded...

Thank you to members of SS!

Peace out.
I'm sorry you're struggling so much :aw:

Hoping you have a safe and smooth transition to the other side :hug:
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
R.i.p, I hope all is good up there
 
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JAG_78

Getting ready
Feb 10, 2019
59
I'm sorry that life has been so hard. Wishing you peace.
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

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Apr 5, 2020
421
i really hope you can find peace :heart:
 
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blackcatnash

blackcatnash

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Aug 17, 2020
42
Really sorry to see how life failed you. You surely did not deserve all of this pain. I wish your way out to be as peaceful as possible.
 
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grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
I wish you peace and painless journey! <3
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

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Apr 19, 2018
1,801
Good luck. I hope you go in peace.
 
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deadmalk

Member
Nov 25, 2019
51
Peace be with you
 
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