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depressionkills
Member
- Jul 14, 2020
- 15
Alright, CTB plan has been sped up 24hrs due to practicals.
CTB time will be in approximately 20 hours.
Reasons: SEVERE depression last 5 years. Non responsive to treatment. Panic disorder with 1-2 attacks each day for last 7 years. Hyperhidrosis which has caused serious social anxiety. BPD. Lost job, GF, all my savings this year. Will be on the street in 2 months anyway.
Method: Full suspension hanging, together with a heavy cocktail of drugs to make me pass out into hanging.
I will write one more comment to this thread. It will be only one word: "Done".
When I write this, the noose will be around my neck, and I've just taken the cocktail of drugs.
If not online after that, I've succeeded...
Thank you to members of SS!
Peace out.
CTB time will be in approximately 20 hours.
Reasons: SEVERE depression last 5 years. Non responsive to treatment. Panic disorder with 1-2 attacks each day for last 7 years. Hyperhidrosis which has caused serious social anxiety. BPD. Lost job, GF, all my savings this year. Will be on the street in 2 months anyway.
Method: Full suspension hanging, together with a heavy cocktail of drugs to make me pass out into hanging.
I will write one more comment to this thread. It will be only one word: "Done".
When I write this, the noose will be around my neck, and I've just taken the cocktail of drugs.
If not online after that, I've succeeded...
Thank you to members of SS!
Peace out.