Ctb due to debt and finances

[soontobedone]

I quite literally am up this morning with tye worst anxiety ever. All I can think about is my financial loss and hope I just die

Is bankruptcy an option?
I filed in the past and it wasn't as hard as I thought.
I've been hoping my neighbor was a meth cook and would blow us all up, or a plane would fall on my apartment..stuff like that for months now to no avail. Now I have meto and SN but am afraid of failure.

 

[downndone2]

Is bankruptcy an option?
I filed in the past and it wasn't as hard as I thought.
I've been hoping my neighbor was a meth cook and would blow us all up, or a plane would fall on my apartment..stuff like that for months now to no avail. Now I have meto and SN but am afraid of failure.

Bankruptcy isn't an option right now. I hope for everything... plane, tornado, car crash, really anything but a fire. I am waiting on sn and have gun. I literally spend every waking moment wanting to die

 

[sorrow_sparrow]

we won't judge your decision, weather you choose to continue living or not...

you are welcome to share your thought, feeling or anger ( by word ) here, we are all ear
I hope that you'll find your way of happiness and peaceful in your heart no matter which path you'll walk trough

 

[CompleteControl]

I quite literally am up this morning with tye worst anxiety ever. All I can think about is my financial loss and hope I just die

I feel you man it's been affecting my performance at my current job because my head is like 7 different trains derailing im my thoughts running through my head and all the conductors are screaming random shit at each other. I woke up today with what seems to be apparent hearing loss in my ear and constant tinnitus as well in that looked it up and don't even care if it's something serious just another tally mark for me too gtfo out of existence. One damn thing after another.

 

[thereisnomeaning]

Yes. I have no way of paying off my debt and I've been living quite roughly, don't have a job and can't find one for I seem to be too socially inadequate, don't really see any other way out of this. I'm not making plans now, but I know that'll happen eventually

 

[downndone2]

Yes. I have no way of paying off my debt and I've been living quite roughly, don't have a job and can't find one for I seem to be too socially inadequate, don't really see any other way out of this. I'm not making plans now, but I know that'll happen eventually

I'm sorry, feel free to DM me
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I feel you man it's been affecting my performance at my current job because my head is like 7 different trains derailing im my thoughts running through my head and all the conductors are screaming random shit at each other. I woke up today with what seems to be apparent hearing loss in my ear and constant tinnitus as well in that looked it up and don't even care if it's something serious just another tally mark for me too gtfo out of existence. One damn thing after another.

I'm sorry, hope you get through it. Feel free to DM

 

[koko]

I am 47 and am about to loose my small business. It is devastated me and so many bills piling up I can't and don't know how to deal with it. I have limited job prospects due to some health issues and so I am feeling no future for me. It is one big part of why I will ct.

 

[downndone2]

I am 47 and am about to loose my small business. It is devastated me and so many bills piling up I can't and don't know how to deal with it. I have limited job prospects due to some health issues and so I am feeling no future for me. It is one big part of why I will ct.

I'm so sorry. I lost so much money on my failed business. It closed in 2019, im.45. I did have a profession to fall back on but my health has caused so much additional debt and loss. I hope you find a way to recover. Feel free to msg

 

[hellispink]

i hate money with passion. It is rotten like a cancer. It brings so many problems. Needing it for survival and living in this world where is all that matters and everything is so expensive. Even breathing is expensive. I dont want anything to do with money anymore because it brought me so much sadness and misery. Even if i could pay my stupid debts, i would still prefer to die

 

[downndone2]

i hate money with passion. It is rotten like a cancer. It brings so many problems. Needing it for survival and living in this world where is all that matters and everything is so expensive. Even breathing is expensive. I dont want anything to do with money anymore because it brought me so much sadness and misery. Even if i could pay my stupid debts, i would still prefer to die

I hear you! I'm

 

[Mixfeels]

i understand this post,
im in a similar situation, everyday i wake up with this crushing feeling from all the debt i racked up during my stupid years with gambling as coping
i will never recover and i personally feel like.. ctb would be the most viable option right now.
Life is shit

 

[downndone2]

i understand this post,
im in a similar situation, everyday i wake up with this crushing feeling from all the debt i racked up during my stupid years with gambling as coping
i will never recover and i personally feel like.. ctb would be the most viable option right now.
Life is shit

I'm sorry to hear youre going thru this.

 

[fizi22]

It's my main reason now

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It's absolutely a legit reason to CTB. Sorry OP and everyone else who is in such awful and unsolvable situations. I'd personally do CTB in fear of that horror probably earlier.