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666thereaperofsoulz

666thereaperofsoulz

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May 9, 2023
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So i tried to ctb a while back with heroin was too ashamed to come back to this site because i said my goodby's but still alive, it sucks. Like why am i not capable to propperly carry out ctb i feel ashamed that it diddnt work. what am i doing wrong!!!! I guess im just rambling guess im back on this platform im saving up for a gun to ctb because in my head only with a gun i can propperly do it idk its stupid :(
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It must be frustrating being in that situation, it's just the reality that suicide just isn't straightforward after all but anyway I wish you the best of luck with your plans.
 
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TheGoodGuy

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How did you do it with heroin did you just smoke it or snort it and what dose?
 

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