Discussion CTB dates with specific meanings?

[_elliott]

does anyone's CBT dates have weird meanings to them? i personally always wanted to CTB in april, or my birthday, sept 12th. if i can't do that, i always attempt to do it on the 12th, because it's my favorite number. (or, it just... happens to happen on the 12th. my last attempt just so happened to be on the 12th of october...)

what about days you can't ctb? i try not to do it close to birthdays (that aren't mine) or holidays.

i'd love to hear about other people's CBT date meanings, or maybe even days they wish they did. maybe even what type of season, ect, would be your favorite to pass in.

 

[Circles]

Well I know by now that I can't find the willpower to go through with catching the bus on a specific date. But if I did there would be a few. On 1/24 cause that's when my dog died. On 5/6 because the number 56 has followed me throughout my life in weird indescribable way kinda like that Jim Carrey movie The Number 23. And on my birthday. Also I'd say around Christmas and New Year's cause of how lonely I feel and hate how cheery people are, and hate that I feel obligated to not kill myself on holidays for a shit family that doesn't give a fuck.

 

[deflationary]

I'm most likely gonna do it on December 31 (one of these years) because that's when my ex did it. Another option is my birthday because we had the same one.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not have a specific date planned, I will ctb when things get worse for me. I think I would never be able to stick to a set date. Anyway, my ideal time of year to ctb would be in December as that has always been my worst month. I hate both Christmas and my birthday, so I would ideally like to leave around then. I have so much dread for next month. There are no days I cannot ctb. We have the right to exit this world at a time of our choosing. In my case every day is a great day to ctb.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I am think 11/11 it is approaching. Maybe i will be ready

 

[Enigmatic Sailor]

I have huge SI (not instinct) in Spring time. Might do it around that time. It's like there's something in the air around then that causes people to ctb.