CTB by Slitting? Is it worth it?

[losersclub]

This might be a bit insane, but I think want to CTB by means of slitting my wrists. I don't know how else I could, considering I can't get my hands on any SN or use any other physical methods of CTBing. The only reason I don't want to use this method is because I never want my mom to find me in that state, I think it would break her. If I survive somehow, I have to live the rest of my life in shame and locked up probably. However this is the only method Im not afraid to try, as I have experience (what a weird way to put it), and it brings a weird sense of comfort, I don't know how to explain it.

I most probably won't go through with this method, but let me know if this seems like a do-able option or if its unrealistic. I cannot attempt and fail if I use this method.

 

[annointed_towers]

This method is not lethal. Worst that will happen is you fuck up your nerves and mobility. You won't be able to bleed out long before clotting.

 

[Abyssal]

Unlikely to work, more trouble than it's worth, and something you might have to make a cover story for. Sorry mate.