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nameeater

nameeater

the one with many regrets
Nov 21, 2021
105
I will be going with full suspension, the rope being suspended from a hook.

I will update with more details when the time comes closer, but for anyone curious I'm 5'2 and 125~ lbs. I will likely just use polypropylene rope (the blue stuff, I've done multiple tests and it seems that it will work fine) as it's readily available to me, but this may be subject to change. It's rather thin, so I may use a t-shirt or something similar as padding so it doesn't cut into my skin.

It's somewhat likely my death will be reported on (small town where nothing interesting happens), so that will probably serve as the only confirmation that I succeeded. I haven't really given out any identifying details about myself on here, so upon my disappearance it'll be sort of a Schrodinger's cat dilemma; it will be impossible to determine my living status unless I get a small cameo in the writings of an overworked journalist, lol.

If anyone has any questions, or anything to add please feel free ^^
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry that it has come to this point for you. I have never attempted hanging personally as it sounds like a risky and difficult method. I do envy those with the courage for this method. I wish you relief from suffering in whatever you decide to do.
 
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sophie22German

sophie22German

Sabrina - Love of my life. We'll meet again
Jun 18, 2022
37
I wish you all the best. Hanging will be my choice too if I can't get SN
 
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nameeater

nameeater

the one with many regrets
Nov 21, 2021
105
I wish you all the best. Hanging will be my choice too if I can't get SN

That's why I resorted to it. Unfortunately, SN is ridiculously hard to acquire in the UK so this is the next best option. I hope you'll be able to get SN. ^^
 
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sophie22German

sophie22German

Sabrina - Love of my life. We'll meet again
Jun 18, 2022
37
That's why I resorted to it. Unfortunately, SN is ridiculously hard to acquire in the UK so this is the next best option. I hope you'll be able to get SN. ^^
I fear the pain of hanging. That's why I hesitate. Getting a rope would be easy
 
nameeater

nameeater

the one with many regrets
Nov 21, 2021
105
I fear the pain of hanging. That's why I hesitate. Getting a rope would be easy

I completely understand that. The fear of pain is what has stopped me from going through with other methods, but with full suspension hanging once you've done it you can't really back out. I'm just waiting until I'm in the right mindset to do it.
 
sophie22German

sophie22German

Sabrina - Love of my life. We'll meet again
Jun 18, 2022
37
I completely understand that. The fear of pain is what has stopped me from going through with other methods, but with full suspension hanging once you've done it you can't really back out. I'm just waiting until I'm in the right mindset to do it.
Yeah it's the same with me
 
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