jisatsuko
自殺こさん
- Jun 27, 2020
- 21
I've been thinking of the two for awhile now and can't find a clear answer. These two methods are both more widely available to me, (and I have no fear of anything) but they both have pros that make me want to choose them or cons that make me want to not choose them at all.
Firearms are unbelievably loud, and assuming it's a shotgun (because they are more lethal when taken to the head), it'll be easier to find me because where I'm located is very cramped. I'd have to probably travel more than 300 miles to not be surrounded by the enormous amount of people. There's people everywhere. I have very shaky hands as well so my aim isn't going to be 100% lethal, and assuming how quick it'll be to find me, this could be a worst case scenario (not as bad as someone finding me and saying "oh look, dinner tonight", but I think you all get the point?).
Jumping from height would be easy because it's really easy to find places high up where I'm located so it'll be easy to find an area where it's easy to jump off of and not get caught in time, as well as my nonexistent fear. However, I'm one of those people who don't like my guts splattered everywhere. Unfortunately (Would be a festive surprise though). Not only that, I'm not very... athletic... and very bad.. under pressure. So, it's also likely that I'll panic and flail while trying to climb a 3 feet fence that would usually take a second for me to climb.
What do you all think is the best option? Thank you!
Firearms are unbelievably loud, and assuming it's a shotgun (because they are more lethal when taken to the head), it'll be easier to find me because where I'm located is very cramped. I'd have to probably travel more than 300 miles to not be surrounded by the enormous amount of people. There's people everywhere. I have very shaky hands as well so my aim isn't going to be 100% lethal, and assuming how quick it'll be to find me, this could be a worst case scenario (not as bad as someone finding me and saying "oh look, dinner tonight", but I think you all get the point?).
Jumping from height would be easy because it's really easy to find places high up where I'm located so it'll be easy to find an area where it's easy to jump off of and not get caught in time, as well as my nonexistent fear. However, I'm one of those people who don't like my guts splattered everywhere. Unfortunately (Would be a festive surprise though). Not only that, I'm not very... athletic... and very bad.. under pressure. So, it's also likely that I'll panic and flail while trying to climb a 3 feet fence that would usually take a second for me to climb.
What do you all think is the best option? Thank you!